fcuked up life

buduh eh. sial jua ah. ia atu anak saja MS tapi bapa. ALLAHUMA! eh. kan my uncle. he bought this karaoke thing in studio thingy, then showed it to us to use it then nextday. i wanted to use it for making a cover then he came as this innocent piece of paper saying "eh, kan di jual tu" it just bursts to fire. sial eh. FUCK! ia burst out from nowhere and crashed my dream. lainkali kalau barang atu kan di jual jangan liatkan arah urang yang banarbanar mau pakainya. 

PAHAM?! 

yesterday i died, tomorrow's bleeding

Yesterday I died; tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into your sunlight
The future's open wide beyond believing
To know why hope dies
And losing what was found, a world so hollow
Suspended in a compromise
But the silence of this sound is soon to follow
Somehow sundown
And finding answers
Is forgetting all of the questions we call home
Passing the graves of the unknown

As reason clouds my eyes with splendor fading
Illusions of the sunlight
A reflection of a lie will keep me waiting
With love gone for so long
And this day's ending
Is the proof of time killing all the faith I know
Knowing that faith is all I hold

And I've lost who I am, (i'm waiting)
and I can't understand (and fading)
Why my heart is so broken, (and holding)
rejecting your love, (love) without, (onto these tears)
love gone wrong; lifeless words carry on (i am crying)
But I know, all I know's that the end's beginning (i'm dying tonight)
who I am from the start, (i'm waiting)
take me home to my heart (and fading)
Let me go and I will run, (and holding)
I will not be silent, (silent) all this time (onto these tears)
spent in vain; wasted years wasted gain (i am crying)
All is lost but hope remains and this war's not over (i'm dying tonight)
There's a light, there's a sun (i'm waiting...)
taking all these shattered ones
To the place we belong (i am waiting...)
and his love will conquer all

Yesterday I died; tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into your sunlight


i just listened to this. and it made me cry. seriously. i love the song! called Shattered - Trading Yesterday

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