ordinary girl: 2011

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Miley Cyrus Alphabet : Q

Miley quit Twitter in October 2009

QUITTING TWITTER!

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Miley Cyrus Alphabet : O

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UlXgjI9tGz0

OBSESSED!

Miley Cyrus Alphabet : G

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dF1F4ItIKWo

GIRLS' NIGHT OUT

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Miley Cyrus. ALPHABET GAME.

hey! i'm going to play this game where, i pick a person and i'll post things i like about them alphabetically.

i chose MILEY CYRUS. :D

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

we know that the truth means so much more so if you would, if you could. don't lie. :')

You warned me that you were gonna leave
I never thought you would really go
I was blind
But, baby, now I see
I broke your heart
But now I know
That I was bein' such a fool
And I didn't deserve you

I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
Beggin' to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you

Lookin' at the letter that you left
(The letter that you left,
Will I ever get you back?)
Wonderin' if I'll ever get you back
Dreamin' about when I'll see you next
(When will I see you next?
Will I ever get you back?)
Knowing that I never will forget
(I won't forget, I won't forget)
But I was bein' such a fool
And I still don't deserve you

I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
Yeah!
Beggin' to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you

So tell me what we're fighing for
'Cause we know that the truth means so much more
'Cause you would, if you could
Don't lie
'Cause I'd give everything that I've got left
To show you I mean what I have said
I know I was such a fool
But I can't live without you

Don't wanna fall asleep
Don't know if I'll get up
I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
Beggin' to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you

Yeah!

Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I don't know if I'll get up
Don't wanna cause a scene
'Cause I'm dyin' without your love
Yeah!
Beggin' to hear your voice
(Let me hear your voice)
Tell me you love me too
'Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you

Monday, December 19, 2011

i want ♥

this hair.

these boys as my boyf.

this body as mine.

these accessories

this boy as my ex-boyf

this tattoo

inalilah.

my brother in-law passed away in an accident today. may his soul be at peace and may Allah bless his soul. AMIN.

Ak. Faez Phm Nordin.
always be remembered,

you will be missed. :'s

want this.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

how'd you get to shine so bright? ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XBOVxWJgw8Q

paranoid.

hey, today. my house. almost. robbed. :'( i'm not kidding. luckily, my sister was awake and she saw him and screamed. woke me up, by the time i went to see it, he ran off. i hope my family is safe and our treasures are kept in good hands. help us Ya Allah.

Friday, December 16, 2011

MEEZUL?

i met him, tadi like in reality. i'm so happy!!! i hugged him and he's taller. megosh. and somehow, i'm inlove all over again. lovehim. but i love austin more!!!

this~

the first person who's on your mind the moment you open your eyes after a long sleep is the reason of either your happiness or your pain.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

i got christmas swag. :)

is it weird i kissed my screen at 0:31? at thirtyone seconds. lovehim!

455th post. ;)

someone taking me to a water area, when it's raining. someone will threat me to get me wet and hold me. loving that moment~

yeah, something like this. :D

need you to set me free.

Ohhh...
ohhh woah...
Ohhh...
Where are you now
When I need you the most
Why don't you take my hand
I want to be close
Help me when i am down
Lift me up off the ground
Teach me right from wrong
Help me to stay strong

Take my hand and walk with me
Show me what to be
I need you to set me free
Yeah
Where are you now

Where are you now
Now that im half grown
Why are we far apart
I feel so alone
Where are you now
When nothing is going right
Where are you now
I can't see the light
So take my hand and walk with me
Show me what to be
I need you to set me free, yeah, yeah
I need you, to need me
Cant you see me
How could you leave me
My heart is
Half empty
Im not whole
When your not with me
I want you
You with me
To guide me, hold me, love me now

Where are you now
Woahhh...
Where are you now

So take my hand and walk with me
Show me what to be
I need you to set me free, yeah, yeah

Ohhh...
Where are you now
Oh...
Yeah, yeah...
Ohh, ohh...
Yeah...

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

another reason to love you :'D

you were the one that got away.

story.

that story was made by me and Kendall. this dawn until morning. like yesterday around 11 pm until 5 am. so lawa right too bad, jasmine chooses him to be happy with her. nyeeh. ohh me. :P bah bye. loveu

a story of us,no ending. ;)

(K)It was actually in year 2017, when they were bout to zip my body into the bag, a girl came by. I didn't see her. I wasn't at a short distance. Asking the men to unzip it, she touched my face and let out a tear, and the tear dropped onto my face. And i felt it. I was so curious. I went close to her, and tried to see her face. "Jasmine?!" i was surprised, it's because we really haven't met.. and i guess it's our first time. i tried calling her name. Went closer to her, looking at how beautiful she is. I touched her hand, but she didn't felt anything.. Cause i was like air to her. She was holding my hand, i felt it.. I tried and tried harder to get to her attention. But i guess i can't do anything bout it. I didn't had the time to say goodbye to her, and tell her what i feel. i got more further away.. Its like i was being pushed, i realised my time was up.. I was glad i got the chance to see her for the first time, and felt her touching my face. It's what i've been waiting for years. And i guess my wish really did came true.

(J) jasmine was crying, it's been months that you passed away. then, you got another chance to live but in another person's body whom, lived near jasmine's house

(K)I got the chance to see her again, but i didn't have much time, there's still a month left for me. I ran outside and went to see her, glad that i got this chance.. We talked, went closer, wanting to hug her, touch her face, but she denied. i told her everything, but she didn't believe. She asked me to go away because i made her scared, i tried again.. Telling her that i didn't had much time left. She was furious and confused, Calling her security guards to throw me out. I sobbed. I went to my mysterious house i had nearby, looking myself in the mirror, *sigh wondering how am i going to tell her who i really am. An idea went thru my mind, I was going to contact her thru my facebook to tell her that i'm still alive, but i don't have the requirements. I started to find a job, finding money to buy myself a phone. My account was the only proof i had.. But i.don't know if she's going to believe. It's a long time we didn't chat thru facebook, maybe it's because our friendship didn't workout. *16days has passed by. And i still can't find a cheap phone, there was no cyber there to be seen. I didn't wanna waste my time..

(J)#meanwhile~

jasmine was looking at the inbox notifications, nothing was there. she kept think about the man who claim to be her bestfriend. she started to sob. and sobs. 4 hours after sobbing and staring at the inbox. she went out with a green shirt (kiim's fav color) denim jeans and nerdy glasses. she started the engine and go. she went to places to think but she can't think straight. she checked her phone, her wallpaper was his picture. she starts to sob as she thinks all the things he used to say to her, all the jokes, complimentaries and wishes. the goodmorning texts and goodnight. the memories came to one. she checked her inbox and you appeared infront of her. standing there saying "Hi" she stood up with teary eyes and said "hi. hm, look i don't know you that well but why do i feel so close to you?" he answered, "because i live near your house" she smiled and laughed. you made her laugh.

(K).. i decided to start it normal, taking it to the first step might work, but i dont think i have much time to make her realised, i smiled asking if she has the time to talk "do you wanna have some coffee with me, if you're not that busy.

(J)she agreed smiling to him. at the coffee shop, a taylor swift song was on. she sang along. he was just, watching her sing. she wondered what went through his mind..

(K) i sang along, whisper singing.. she sounded so beautiful, when the song ended, we laughed.. it's like we really enjoyed it. i told her taytay's my fav female idol. she smiled and started asking stuffs about me...

(J) as he answered her questions, she frowned and said "you reminded me of my bestfriend. he passed away few months ago. on the day where i should meet him. hm. i met him alright, i met his dead body" a tear came down. "sorry" she said. he smiled and say "believe me, he's not that far"..

(K) "he's actually just that close, he's never been away. closer than you think" i smilled, she's wondering why i'm so happy. when i should be feeling down, but it's my own death we were talking about,i eally felt happy.. she didn't forget about me, she misses me. yet, im sitting in here.. talking to her, talking face to face. trying to let it out. but just afraid to screw up, so i gave her time. ..

(J)they both had enough coffee. he offered a walk in park. she agreed, why? 'cause when she hang with him, she felt hakim was there with her. they walked and took pictures together - polaroid. they keept the photos. they sit on the ground looking at the sky "tomorrow's my birthday" she said.

(K) i replied her without any doubt "i know." i keep smilling, don't know if it really creeps her, but i just can't stop. then i murmured.. "well.. you'll be turning 19, what's your wish jas?" i asked her with confidence, told her info's just like that as if like i know everything about her. she looked at me..

(J)she smiled. "my wish? there's a lot but right now. i just wish, i'll spend my day tomorrow with hakim" he smiled. they heard something rang in her bag. "that's a familiar sound" he said. "it's hakim's phone. his brother gave it to me.".

(K) it's my chance to let her know the truth. asking her if she'll lend me my phone "hey, can i borrow his phone? theres something i wanted to show you." she got confused, she asked...

(J) "why?" she thought he might need to call somebody "but here" she let him use it. she continued to look at the sky. the she watches him using facebook. she saw him click the inbox and he typed in something.

(K) she didn't realise that i logged in to my facebook, that the inbox i was going to reply was her's. after a few minutes, i gave her back the phone with a halfsmile and said "thanks jas, i was just checking my facebook, it's been a while..." she wondered and give herself a thought that maybe he's really someone she knows, but she wasn't confident about that.

(J) " i thought you were typing something. is everything okay?" she worried. he said "i was just checking my fb, liking someone's status jus that" she smiled and giggled "your girlf? figures" she checked her phone and there's a push notification saying"Kiim Salam likes your status" she looked at him and he smiled.

(K) she felt curious, started letting some tears out. what if.. what if i was really the hakiim she knows,that she couldnt believe it, the looks.. he saw hakiims body right infront of her face, that she knew that i was already gone.. but the i way threated her was identically the same like the hakiim she knew.. she started to ask some questions again...

(J) "remember that morning when you told me you were hakiim? i starting to believe you." she told him. he looked down and said "it's been a crazy day, let's walk huh beautiful?" she giggled and wiped her tears "i'm not beautiful" ...

(K) i protested "you're beautiful to me, hear my words jas.. you are, you'll realise it, when someone tolds you that." i smiled.. we smiled, she knew once someone told her that before. we talked, telling jokes.. laugh along. my kind of words sounded suspicious to her. she's starting to believe that she was with hakiim all this time.

(J) "hey, may i ask? tell me again how could you be hakiim?" she asked. looking at him. he gave her a surprise look. "well...

(K)"no matter how different you look from the outside, but inside remains the same, i've been wanting to meet you for years, planning to meet in the near future, but time didnt gave me enough, but this is the only time i got left for you. we've been bestfriends for soo long. there isn't a day that passes away without thinking about you. got no more other things to say, just hoping you'd believe everything i said."..

(J)you're like the first person cheered me up after his... your death. yes kimmy, i believe you" she said smiling. he smiled back, "so hey, we finally met a day before your birthday and your wish just came true" he said. she was amazed and laughed saying "you're amazing you know that? i don't how you did it but i'm grateful to have you back kimsta" she got a tear in her eyes. he chuckled and said "let's go...

(K) "spend the rest of the limit time i have." i sighed, i wouldn't be seeing her anymore, after this "let's just have fun till everything ends for me, okay?" i smiled sincerely, my words really bothered her, she didn't know the counting days i have left.

(J) "okay" she sighed. he sensed that she was not feeling okay so he grabbed her car keys in her bag "i have to take you somewhere" he smiled "you're not trying to kidnap me, are you?" she asked in confusion. "no, i have a surprise" he opened the car door for her

(K) she was afraid that i'll might do something bad to her, *negativity went through her mind, she asked curiously."where are you taking me?" i replied with a halfsmile and chuckled a bit "its what you wanted us to do when we meet, this was your decision you made a long time ago." i took her to the airport, when we parked the car..

(J) "are we waiting somebody? justin bieber?" she said sarcastically. he rolled his eyes and pulled her into the airport. she smiled, "what are we doing here?" he left her, she was lost then few minutes later he surprised her from the back by covering her eyes. she knew it was him. "kim, what's up?" she asked.

(K) i didn't want to speak up cause i was going to give her a surprise, "you ready for this?" i questioned her abruptly. i'm not sure.." she said with less confidence.. "okay, i'll uncover your eyes.. and you'll pick the places you wanna go." she opened her eyes, infront of her where she sees the map of the world.

(J)"what?" she screamed with happiness! she hugged him so tight then let him go. she thinks that he'll think it'll be awkward. "sorry" she frowned...

(K) i smiled, "hey, it's okay.. our first hug, i've been needing that." with the time i had left, it's atleast what i could do to make her happy..

(J) she smiled. "thankyou" she sighed. "so where to start? kim, i wanna go where you wanna go" she look at him as he shows her the map. "well, i wanna go....

(K) paris.. allons-nous? finding clean food's just that easy, example.. french fries? heheh.. we can visit the eiffel tower, just you and me, but if you wanna go somewhere else.."

(J) "i like paris." she smiled. "ohh la la, eiffel tower! you got taste." she said. "paris it is then" he smiled. "they have a beautiful view of stars there. the gate is open. you ready?" he lend a hand...

(K) .we both went into the gate leading to our first journey, we hold hands together just incase we won't get lost, our transportation was different, we didn't have to use an airplane, just by feet.. and voila! we were there oledi.. she started asking, with a smile "what's the first thing you wanted to do kim?"

(J) "let's search for a restaurant. i wanna eat a snail." he said. she laughed sarcastically but he was serious. "ew kim." she laughed hitting him playfully. he smiled "you tell me, eiffell tower? arc de trimpohe? food?" he asked...

(K) "i'll go where you wanna go." she replied sincerely with a smile. "eiffel tower it is then, i guess we're skipping food.. heheh. you okay with that?" i teased her a bit. we start walking..

(J) "okay, i'll race you!" they ran fast. soon enough, they were playing catch. it's kim's turn to catch jasmine. they ran and ran. she stopped, amazed by the view of eiffell tower. he stumbled on her. "god, i'm so sorry!" he plead. both of them were on the ground. "hahah ow. but it's okay." she smiled. "get yourself up" she said. he layed on the ground. "come on, see this view." he smiled. she joined him and saw...

(K) .. stars, clear skies, and how bright the moon is. "we used to talk about this in facebook a few years ago." reminded her with a smile, brought up a few memories we had. "soo.. you ready to go up the eiffel?"

(J) "hellyeah" she answered. and when they reached on the top, a small dining table was there. with a butler saying "sir, your dinner is served". someone was also waiting there. his date. as in the man's girlf. not hakim's. "she's cute" he said. she sighed, "go...she needs you, i'll wait downstairs" she goes into the lift. the doors about to close...

(K) "jas! wait, don't go." i rushed and ran to the elevator and opened the door with my bare hands when it was about to close in. "don't go yet, my time's about to fade off." i started panting.. "hmm, okay." she agreed. suddenly, there was peace music coming out from no where, and then candles everywhere. i asked her if she wanted a dance "may i have this dance?"...

(J) "but her? and kim, i don't dance" she said. she's laughing. "don't pretend like you don't know. come on." he teased. he grabbed her hand and spin her around. "kim, i don't dance" she said..

(K) "forget about her, i just need your attention." he smiled."i'll teach you, hold my hand, relax.. follow my steps." i danced her across, spinning. "see? you're already getting the hang of it." she smiled then she hugged me, we stopped dancing.. "close your eyes kim, you're actually dreaming, wake up.".

(J) he tried to wake up. it's too good to be a dream. it was really reality. he was dancing with his bestfriend. she let out a tear and let go of him. "i can't do this." she sobbed. "jas?" he checks. "kim, i know you're in there but we can't. we just can't." she cried. "look there" she pointed at the lady "she's your girlf, her boyf can't be dancing with me. some stranger to her boyf. i'm breaking someone else's heart. i can't do that." she cried, she showed all the hate she had in herself...

no ending~