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Saturday, March 31, 2012

coldest heartbreak. :'/

So people are talkin, causin a ruckus
About how disrespectful, ungrateful me and Jas are becomin

How we treat our mom, how were just so wrong

Because she's on Twitter tweetin about how she is so done

I'm tired of all the questions, all the shit bein said

That ya'll can't believe that we could treat her like this

Sendin tweets and DMs, assumin that it's all true

Now Imma ask, yes, I got some questions for you

What would you do if your mom lied straight to your face

Said you were gettin no money but stole 3 grand from your bank

Tellin her kids she has cancer, to prevent a divorce

Then scams all your friends and fam, with not an ounce of remorse

Sayin that it's for kimo, but no treatment at all

Man I prayed every night, for her sickness to be solved

What would you do? Then findin out there's no cancer at all

Can you imagine how we felt hearin this all?

Or what about when we were starving at home

No food in the kitchen, we were all skin and bones

Crying for food,
 but she'd rather buy some cigarettes and spend her time all day gossipin on the phone


How would you feel if you found your sister with bruises

Not from her boyfriend, but our mother bein abusive

Pullin her hair, slappin her face -- callin her a slut

When my mom forced my sister on boys when she was young

Threatening if she didn't, she'd never go out

But my sister is wrong for finally speakin out?

What would you do? How would you feel?

She even has our own fans against us askin what's the deal

What would you do if your mom took the word of the Lord

And used it as a weapon against you to win a war

Ya'll saying shit to my sister, Jinsu and my dad

When the real person responsible ya'll havin her back

That shit is sad, do you even know what it's like?

To be destroyed by your mother who's winnin with lies?

Bringin ppl in when they know the truth

Witnessed my sister beaten by the hands of the side that they choose


One day I'll never forget is when she put up a fist

Tried to swing at my sister and I took the hit

My dad drove 5 hours to protect her from harm

Then she kicked me out, 'cause defendin my sister was wrong

CPS got involved, Jas was threatened to lie

They told my dad he'd lose his kids if he'd give it another try

What would you do? This is why it's our coldest heartbreak

Jas turning 18 was her greatest escape

But now that she's free, she's doin whatever it takes

For us to break, but we're wrong for the shit that we say?

Don't tell me we're stupid for bringin drama to Twitter

When my mom started this by lying that Jinsu hits her

She'll do anything, by all means anything to win

Including breaking the hearts of her own damn kids

Eminem bashes his mom, poor him

But if our mom tells lies to make us look bad, it's fuck them

Manipulative as ever, deserves a damn Oscar

Is this even worth it? Should I even bother?

She'll deny it, cry tears like she really cared

This wasn't told for pity but just to be fair

This is the last Imma speak of this, just know that I'm done

Ya'll can decide which story and side to choose from

What would you do?
(Yeah) What would you do huh?
And I'm gone


Jasmine V and JDrew been so strong after all these times. God Bless Them! FINALLY. Jas can move out. their mother. ugh oh so cruel. mygod. :/ i can't imagine myself in that situation. :'s

this is heartbreaking. :'(

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

this. i. want.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

i wish.




i know i got a boyf and all. but i really do wish my boyfriend is him. codename. Dylan DeLaza. but, i've been stalking him pulang. he looks like, a player. really he does. :( doubts me. i just wish you and my boyf are squashed into one piece. you know, talks like a player but loves like a true gentleman. that's my type. only, my boyf have the gentleman part and Dylan got the playa part. UGH. i want you Dylan. :( but i just can't. i'm so sorry. 

boyf.

Saturday, March 24, 2012

true love waits.

quote. :))

i'll never say goodbye because saying goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting. 

comment on trips.

This is like my first time, on a ferry going to Labuan. For two whole hours bruh. Hard. The toilet. I can’t even. UGH! I hope this journey end sooner. But the canteen here is delicious tho and the entertainment. Nyeh, I have my lappy with me, I couldn’t care less lahh. Hahaha. Okay. Sooner or later I update beb. Bye xoxo.

Finally arrived at Labuan, had dinner ith my Labuan relatives and it as good. Then e ent to search for hotel. Now, at the third hotel my dad’s friend recommended and here. The WiFi is OH SO LAGGGGG! I hate this. Internet is like, my second life. Please be good soon. Please ohh please I beg you. L

Sunday, March 18, 2012

the new certain seedling that i'm crazy about. ♥


he's sweet and cute. he's been such a sweeeet guy to me. 
he tried to hug me that time, i wanna hug him but i refused. sorry. :( 
and...i hope we'll meet eachother again someday. 
i didn't asked for his fb, i don't wanna seem desperate.
 psh. his codename, Roy Gray. love you to bits!

live my life.

(Justin Bieber)
I'm gonna live my life
No matter what we party tonight
I'm li-i-i-ve my life
I know that we gon' be alright

Yo, hell yeah, dirty bass
Ghetto girl, you drive me cray
Hell yeah, dirty bass 
Yo

This beat makes me go wow
This drink makes me fall down
I party hard like carnival
Let's burn this motha down

This bass make me 
Go ache (go ache)
This girl circus so late

You're that telly cake
With a cali shake
I got dough, 
Who's down to fake

Oh oh oh oh my, dirty bass
Oh you got it like that
I can work that back
Let me get that
(get your ass on the floor)

Oh oh oh oh my, dirty bass
Oh you got that small
I can break that off
Let me get that
(get your ass on the floor)
(Justin Bieber)
I'm gonna live my life
No matter what we party tonight
I'm gonna li-i-i-ve my life
I know that we gon' be alright

I'm gonna live my life
No matter what we party tonight
I'm li-i-i-ve my life
I know that we gon' be alright

Wo-oh oh oh, wo-oh oh oh,
I know that we gon' be alright
Wo-oh oh oh, wo-oh oh oh,
I know that we gon' be alright
Yo, hell yeah, dirty bass
Ghetto girl, you drive me cray
Hell yeah, dirty bass 

No matter where we be at VIP, 

or in the ceiling
All we need to start it is the speakers
In my chit-chat

I spot a couple hotties
Holla, we're the party, we that
Girl move it like pilates
Put your head where your knee at

Oh oh oh oh my, dirty bass
Oh you got it like that
I can work that back
Let me get that
(get your ass on the floor)

Oh oh oh oh my, dirty bass
Oh you got that small
I can break that off
Let me get that
(get your ass on the floor)
(Justin Bieber)
I'm gonna live my life
No matter what we party tonight
I'm li-i-i-ve my life
I know that we gon' be alright

I'm gonna live my life
No matter what we party tonight
I'm li-i-i-ve my life
I know that we gon' be alright
This is my moment tonight
Hell yeah we doing it right
So get your hands up in the air
Like we living your life

This is my moment tonight
Hell yeah we doing it right
So get your hands up in the air
Like we living your life

Like you're living your life

Like like you're living your life

Like you're living your life

(Justin Bieber)
I'm gonna live my life
No matter what we party tonight
I'm li-i-i-ve my life
I know that we gon' be alright

Wo-oh oh oh, wo-oh oh oh,
I know that we gon' be alright
Wo-oh oh oh, wo-oh oh oh,
I know that we gon' be alright 

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

boho chic.

555th Post : Hot Guy


Steven R. McQueen

Monday, March 12, 2012

AMINUDDIN #18





gila! obsessed i with this kid. eventho he goes to my sch. i just went to like him. gila ih. i gotta get myself together. fck. 

get my name on every chart

Didn't go nowhere, never left uh
You really thought that I was
Gone (gone gone gone)
I heard you talking like I lost my swagger
Said I was over you were
Wrong (wrong wrong wrong)

I'm always improving
Always on the move and
Working on my flow
To take it to the studio
This is not a comeback
Following my own path
Laying down the fat tracks
Still a music maniac

Whoaaa
Well I know that I'll make it
Never put my head down
T-t-turn it up loud
Yeahhhhh
Cause I don't have to fake it
If I keep on working it
A billion hits is what I'll get

Wooooahhhh
That's what I'm gonna get
Wooooahhhh
That's what I'm gonna get

Yeahhhh
Cause I know that I'll make it
Overload the internet
A billion hits is what I'll get

A billion hits is what I'll get

Now you can't breathe
Why so quiet
No you don't believe your
Eyes (eyes eyes eyes)
You pushed me till' I had to
Start this riot, now I'll never be
Denied (-nied -nied -nied)

I'm always improving
Always on the move and
Working on my flow
Till' ya hear me on the radio
I know I can be a star
Take off like a rocket car
Everyday I'm working hard
To get my name on every chart

Whoa
Well I know that I'll make it
Never put my head down
T-t-turn it up loud
Yeahhh
Cause I don't have to fake it
If I keep on working it
A billion hits is what I'll get

Wooooahhhh
That's what I'm gonna get
Wooooahhhh
That's what I'm gonna get

Yeahhh
Cause I know that I'll make it
Overload the internet
A billion hits is what I'll get

Call someone
I think this is an emergency
Hey
Pull the plug
Austin's blowing up my p.c.
Every hour day and night
Can't get this rocker out my site

You can't get me outta your site
You can't get me outta your site
You thought that I was gone
Guess that you were wrong
Cause I just wrote your new favorite song

Woooahhhh
Well I know that I'll make it
Never put my head down
T-t-turn it up loud
Yeahhh
Cause I don't have to fake it
If I keep on working it
A billion hits is what I'll get

Woooahhh
That's what I'm gonna get
Woooahhh
That's what I'm gonna get

Yeahhh
Cause I know that I'll make it
Overload the internet
A billion hits is what I'll get

i love them

COLE PENDERY! ♥♥♥♥




this man is mine baby. hahah

thoughts on holiday.

i.. obviously can't wait! i really needed a break anyway. nyeh. i'll be busy tho. first two days, seeds4! then, 18th until 22nd KK and Labuan. whee. :) so yeaah. then, 22 until 25. reorganizing my room and books. i gotta be organized this year so my mom's gonna help. and i'll be hearing is complaints. just wait and see. what about you people? anyplans?

GLEE : I

I GIVEUP!. I CAN'T DO IT. HAHAHAH. INDAPAPA BAH. I'M HERE. MWAHAHAHHA! IT'S MAH BLOG

my baby.

Adi Said is ♥

meeting Tebuan Muda. ♥








GLEE : H


HARRY SHUM JR.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

MAKE KONY FAMOUS PROJECT.

did you know that thousands of kids in Africa got abducted, been given guns and are forced to kill people including their own parents? these kids are forced by Joseph Kony, the worst living criminal on earth. he collects kids, train them with guns. the males became his children army and the females became his sex slaves. if the children tried to escape, he'll track them down and kill them. the worst thing about this whole situation is, it's been going on for over 20 years and he is still not caught. I'M NOT KIDDING! so, let's make a change for the world. let's make him famous. 
LET'S END THIS WAR.

i had some ideas up in my sleeves. i wanna make things change in brunei. so i designed few shirts for people who wants it. i'm gonna start off with my SEEDS friends. and i hope they'll agree. these are some of the designs i made. i know i have a little trouble with my budget, i'll try to save money for the month of march and april. if i get more than 15 bucks. insyaAllah, i'll buy the shirt. and sch, heh. i 'll try to keep up. i'm still trying.  anyway, here's the designs












Monday, March 5, 2012

glee girls.

I'm a girl. And I would like to
- be as beautiful as Quinn,

- sing like Rachel,

- dance like Brittany,

- feel in my body as confortable as Mercedes,

- love and be loved like Santana,

- be as big support for the one I love as Tina,

- be so sure about being awesome like Sugar. 

Friday, March 2, 2012

i want her fashion!