i close my eyes, and i can see a better day.

reblog if you care. 

good morning texts. :')

this is from derek. he's my ex k? bytheway, he calls me "baby" when we're together. i miss this!.

this!

morning!

heylo! i miss you bloggy. batah dah i tak post apaapa. sorry for the lack of updates guys. aku jarang on because of test. and been working. well, you can say that and i'm lazy for a sec.

so i will not, type anything setupid. so lastweek, kami start our test and daaaamn, i failed my addmaths, sabar. then the others, i hope okaay. :D  i met my bestfriends, i miss erika. i miss meezul, i miss amni, i miss ziqah, i miss oli! and i miss derek. frankie? yeah, i miss him too. but macam kan everyday bekelaie ah. pfft. 

so, now? to be honest. AKU BEBANAR RINDU OLI! :'( mana kau babe? batah inda jumpa. 

bah, that's all for now. have you guys heard SelenaG's new song, Who Says? lawa kaliah. awalawal macam lagu teenage dream. but it's her original.

peace out! 

xx

i'm no beauty queen, i'm just beautiful me.

.

goodmorning. i miss you

it's like my iPod's stuck on replay.

hello. tengahmalam guys. :) awu, nada ku tidur. esuk friday. my planner?

Morning (AM)

• inbox meezul, derek and frankie
• jogging sama zach.
• revise sikit
• download musics
• work until 7 pm or later on
• revise.
• tidur.

atu saja lah ah? malas menaip bah ni. hahah kay.

have a goodnight sleep. ohyeah. aku tukar nama. :D

Jay Ps

Jay = J

Ps = dad's name

xx

srsly, i wanna watch this!

paranoid.

Je suis malade de ce. J'ai envie de fuir si mal. Je suis blessé etperdu, mais confondent encore ou je vais être paranoïaque qu'il ne va pas m'aimes plus. Je suis sérieux de mauvaise humeur.

bitches.

i hate my bitchy maid bebenar.

 ANAK SIALAN! TAU DAH DIRI ATU BAGAS PELACUR BEKERAJA JADI AMAH PAKAI BAJU INDA TANTU. KESIALAN BANAR ANAK ATU. WOI, SUKATIKU LAH KAN BEJALAN OR INDA. MEMANGNYA DIRI KU ANI HAK MU SIAL?! SASAK KAU GILABAIE! BARI BANCI KAU ATU BAH. KAU PULANG BEJALAN, AKU INDA. PIKIR DIRI ATU SIAPA AH? K LAH. KALI ANI KU MAAFKAN AH. BARU SEKALI NI KAU AH. JANGAN SAMPAI KACA SAMPAI KE MUA MU AH. PELACUR SIALAN! 

BYTHEWAY, TAU KU TUU. TIME AKU KE SEKULAH KAU MEMAKAI BAJU KU AH. PIKIR INDA TELIAT GAMBAR MU AH? PERASAAN BAJUNYA. MEMBARIGALI. PALUI KAU AMAH! OH, AWU AKU NAMPAK BAJU KU DI BILIK MU AH. KAU BAWA LAGI BEJALAN. NGAPA KAU? MENGURAT? BAH, MELACUR TAH KAU IH. SASAK IDUP KU MELIAT KAU AH. MELACUR KAU, JANGAN SINI. TU INDUN AH. PEPUAS TAH KAU. MEMBARIGALI. PERASAAN LAWA LAH TU AH MEMAKAI BAJU SINGLET ANAK BOSS? AHH? AMAN KAU TIME ANI. NANTI BIAR KAU! .|.

i'll never turn my back on to someone who loved me too.

I fell in a perfect way

Never had a choice to make

Crashed into your tidal wave

I didn't even struggle

Sailed right through your atmosphere

Closed my eyes and landed here

I Didn't see the trouble

And I didn't care

I can't unlove you

Can't do that

No matter how I try

I'll never turn my back on

Someone who loved me, too

I can do almost anything I have to

But this one thing, I cannot change

I almost kind of like the pain

Wear your tattoo like a stain

It will take forever

To fade away

I can't unlove you

Can't do that

No matter how I try

I'll never turn my back on

Someone who loved me, too

I can do almost anything I have to

But I can't unlove you

No, why would I want to

I can't unlove you

Can't do that

I'll never get through that

Why would I want to

There's always time for other dreams

Why must we erase these things

I can't unlove you

Can't do that

No matter how I try

I'll never turn my back on

Someone who loved me, too

But I can't unlove you

Get through that

No matter how I try

I'll never turn my back on

Someone who loved me, too

I can do almost anything I have to

But I can't unlove you

taking over that thing called my shadow

I glanced upon the ground today I noticed something,

It followed me

Along the way, a figure of gray,

Impersonating every move I make

For now we'll call it my shadow,

And it said will you replace it,

So you'll be with me every where I go...

Sentences of yours,

Running throughout my head,

Searching for a chance

To catch my breath,

A never-ending dream,

You'll become a part of me,

Day or night,

Dark or light you'll be,

Taking over that thing called my

Shadow

And what happens on the days when,

The clouds appear and fade away my

Shade, oh, that's our que babe,

We'll run away to a place where the sun

Always shines

That not even time could erase,

You're my weakness babe but you give me

Strength, I need you,

I need you like the blood in my veins.

Sentences of yours,

Running throughout my head,

Searching for a chance

To catch my breath,

A never-ending dream,

You'll become a part of me,

Day or night, dark or light you'll be,

Taking over that thing called my

Shadow