the girl with a broken smile

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times
But somehow I want more

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along, yeah
My heart is full and my door's always open
You come anytime you want

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls, yeah

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
(Please don't try so hard to say goodbye)
And she will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
(I don't mind spending every day)
(Out on your corner in the pouring rain)
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

iloveeyouu

he's doin' your mom

hello readers! happy afternoon ay? my friend's birthday today haha

okay guys. i've just noticed that i posted too many gambar so this one. i may not. heheh. okay. i'm gonna post lyrics selapas ani cause i loved that song! hahaha

so guys, i had the weirdest dream of all. my dream was i was with NATHAN KRESS hahah. okay, i'll explain dari awal

there was an awful accident, me and nathan supposed to check it out. okay weird now. so yeah. when we checked it. we were stalk by some killer which tells us that the accident wasn't an accident. he did it all bah. so yeah. we checked it out. so when we're investigating. we found some creepy stuffs and all. then we were threaten by the killer ah. we tried to escape, and we did it. we ran away from home and the place then got the killer arrested in some hotel. weirder. then nathan was given an award then we kissed at then end but he is more interesed in that award. 

okay. weird and awkward dream.

 i told ya! ahah 

theend

iloveeyouu

Happy Birthday Kendall!

hey happy birthday boy! Kendall 15th today. aww, i love you!

he's my nick jonas ♥ 

 

 ♥♥♥you're amazing and awesome! ♥ ♥ ♥

waktu rehaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!

he's my favourite. hahah

 ia cali, sporty and cooooooool

 heheh

so bah bye. 

iloveeyouu

my love is one of the kind

heylo, malam everybody. 

heheh. i've chat with the BIEBER tadi! hahahah.

notsure if he's real or not. tadi kami rockclimbing ah. hehehehe.

 siuk eh. i've scared pulang but i'm a daredevil. 

now listening to Auburn's LALALA! hahah

 lawa lagu ah. i'm addicted. k lah.

 i saw this pic and i think it's sweet.

 picture above. bah bye

iloveeyouu

bittersweet lover ♥

iloveeyouu

you're my LA baby

my bestfriend! 

Gillian Erika Silvestre Garcia

he's so incredible.

Kendall Seers ♥

i adore this picture. :)

my friend Kendall. :) he's hot. ia fom 3 now. heheh. nextyear. ia fom 4. aku pun heheh. justthat kami jarang contact. :( that's the bad thing. i'm gonna miss him so much next year, atleast i'll have his photos. :)

iloveeyouu

i know that goodbye means nothing at all.

goodmorning sunday. :) guesswhat?! kana putusi ku. hahah. tough luck. i know!

today ada urang kawin at polo. i miss that place. eh the new post is gonna be about this guy. :) i loved to smile when he's updating something.

 kimmy ku, heheh.

 codename nya - Kendall Seers

he's hot! hahah.

iloveeyouu

chestnut brown

afternoon people. i've dyed my hair today. lawa ah. what do you think? :D

iloveeyouu

the green shirt guy.

GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN! 

what he wore on our first date. doesn't matter much. well. this is my blog. i should post whatever i want. k.

 maybe most of you thinking that i suddenly moved on. actually no.

 i still hung up on luke. alot. :(

 but i have to face this so that my dad won't have to have a fight on me.

 so yeah. he wore green, and we hugged and he kissed my cheek.

 wasn't really psych about that though. it's just wasn't right. but i hope it's worth at the end. 

this isn't what i wanted to post but i feel turned on by him. hmm. this is crazy. to be honest. he's kinda, umm, attractive. sure we went out before. but this is different. he's really different. we hugged on the first date then he kissed my cheek on the right. that must've mean something. am i right? not really. it's the way he hugged me just feels so different. GOOD DIFFERENT. it was good. maybe we have some chemistry. well. maybe. not sure

though. he told me he just sees me as a friend, maybe he was just trying to convince my dad. i hope. --"

alright. that's enough about him for the day. 

gotta go now

kthnxbye!

iloveeyouu

the way i loved him.

after that all, we're just good friends and di atas atu just a joke. remember him? he's M'N yeah si David. i love his dp. haha mosaic that. k?

iloveeyouu

it's been a while

hello, it's been a while. yeaah. :(  turns out, my dad wants me to have a good boyfriend. :((( he wants someone that he knows, he trust and has a long friendship with me. that's weird. sial eh.


sabar saja. so yeah. my dad hooked me up with this SOAS guy. he's friendly and yeah, he's my ex. his dad and my dad are goodfriends. haha. weird. -.-" but both of us said "let's give it just a try" so yeah. we're kinda going out now. but he completely sees me as a friend. i'll tell ya that's true. :)


more details later k? bye.

iloveeyouu

The Breakup :'(

have you ever had a feeling of emptiness in your heart and then 

it was stabbed you again? then it starts bleeding and you still

manage to smile just to hide that engrossing feeling??

wasn't really a good day. badmood starts

THIS DECEMBER IS THE WORST.

 i wish i could change my parents mind. :'(

he's one of the kind.

so don't change. :'(

full circle

good afternoon saturday.

 sorry nada updates in the morning been sleeping until 1 pm today.

 haha.

i slept late wah. damn.

 i miss luke! :'( so damn much.

so whaadup?

 i can't wait to meet my bestfriend this 14th. SYADEE! i miss you babe! :'( can't wait. duit bah mesti simpan. shopping tani bah. HEHEH.

 eh dimalam, i went to bridex wah. siuk pulang. ada performances lagi.

 then i met F----.

 CODENAME,

 Freddie. so yeah, i met him.

 ia pakai cara melayu merah. haha ngok! i wore this black dress. i loved it eh. bahbah

off now. byebye.

iloveeyouu. 

you know i do!

my bestfriend

staring at siapa tu?

you might look not best here, i still love you in every way

GILLIAN ERIKA SILVESTRE GARCIA

15th Sept.

Filipino 

Sekolah Rendah Kiarong - 6Purple

Sekolah Menengah Menglait Gadong - 7Aspirasi

Green, Yellow, Pink, Blue

Chocolates

i write this cause i miss you bah.

geddit?

i miss you zeeyah!

 

updates

hello peeps. sorry for no updates. my kaka pakai the laptop for 4 days so yeah. i'm not gonna VLOG. payah saja. haha. no stories on today so. peaceout peeps

iloveeyouu

want me to Vlog?

heylo peeeps!! whadddup?! 

haha. so yeah,

 i have this crazaaaaay idea. 

it's like if aku ada mood. i'll make a video-blog. for here only. 

cause tired of typing nyeeeh! haha. kaylah.

 i think imma post it soon eh?

bah. off! 

iloveeyouu

lemonade!

good evening! hai. sorry nada update. today nada papa happened.

except, um. i redecorate my room and i went to tasek. i took the motor ride tadi. haha siuk!!

bah i'll be offing. today sucks! :b byebye

iloveeyouu

cartoons ♥

i able to upload these only. want more? to my facebook!

 thankyouthankyou!

iloveeyouu

Cartoon Profile Picture Week

Wasssssssssssssssssssssup! 

well, it's UNICEF TIME! alright, if you haven't notice. 

it's Cartoon Profile Picture Week.

you, "whaaat?"

 me,"Yeah it is." 

you, "what the heck is that?"

me, "well it's something with UNICEF. UNICEF asks us to change our profile pic to some cartoon character that invites you to to your childhood"

you, "so, what's the purpose?"

me, "the purpose is to support to STOPPING VIOLENCE TO CHILDREN"

you, "dude, chill off. you don't have to be mad. jeez!"

me. "SORRY BUT MY FREAKIN' CAPSLOCK WON'T turn off. oh it just did"

me, haha, see what i did there?

you, no?!

 me, wtf? i've made the raywilliamjohnson impression! 

(he's awesome!)

you, he freakin' does! *thumbs up

i did it again! HAHA

aaaah! whatthebuck! (he's awesome too) 

anyway, this is for FACEBOOK, FRIENDSTER, MYSPACE, TWITTER OR ANY OTHER SOCIAL NETWORK.

  i don't upload it here for my profile pic.

 yeah, i didn't but why should i?

 i mean, i uploaded on my facebook, twitter, friendster.

 why here jua? well as long i have their pictures. it'll be fine

 i'll upload some of my favourite cartoon pictures here as a blog.

 so yeah.

 i hope you enjoy this Cartoon Profile Picture Week.

 (note to all, this week continues until 6thDEC. it began days ago. sorry haven't told ya). 

unbelievably forgotten.

 i'll be going now

 bye

iloveeyouu

lifeless words

goodmorning! :) finally i smiled today. hehe.

 lastnight inda baik mood ku..

 tapi alhamdulilah today okay.

 i mean.

 everyday is a new day kaaan? hehe.

 now just lying here on my bed,

 posting this

, waiting for something to come along.

 3rd December, happy birthday ZIM

. nyeeeeeeh. 

bah off up. bye

iloveeyouu

fcuked up life

buduh eh. sial jua ah. ia atu anak saja MS tapi bapa. ALLAHUMA! eh. kan my uncle. he bought this karaoke thing in studio thingy, then showed it to us to use it then nextday. i wanted to use it for making a cover then he came as this innocent piece of paper saying "eh, kan di jual tu" it just bursts to fire. sial eh. FUCK! ia burst out from nowhere and crashed my dream. lainkali kalau barang atu kan di jual jangan liatkan arah urang yang banarbanar mau pakainya. 

PAHAM?! 

yesterday i died, tomorrow's bleeding

Yesterday I died; tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into your sunlight
The future's open wide beyond believing
To know why hope dies
And losing what was found, a world so hollow
Suspended in a compromise
But the silence of this sound is soon to follow
Somehow sundown
And finding answers
Is forgetting all of the questions we call home
Passing the graves of the unknown

As reason clouds my eyes with splendor fading
Illusions of the sunlight
A reflection of a lie will keep me waiting
With love gone for so long
And this day's ending
Is the proof of time killing all the faith I know
Knowing that faith is all I hold

And I've lost who I am, (i'm waiting)
and I can't understand (and fading)
Why my heart is so broken, (and holding)
rejecting your love, (love) without, (onto these tears)
love gone wrong; lifeless words carry on (i am crying)
But I know, all I know's that the end's beginning (i'm dying tonight)
who I am from the start, (i'm waiting)
take me home to my heart (and fading)
Let me go and I will run, (and holding)
I will not be silent, (silent) all this time (onto these tears)
spent in vain; wasted years wasted gain (i am crying)
All is lost but hope remains and this war's not over (i'm dying tonight)
There's a light, there's a sun (i'm waiting...)
taking all these shattered ones
To the place we belong (i am waiting...)
and his love will conquer all

Yesterday I died; tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into your sunlight


i just listened to this. and it made me cry. seriously. i love the song! called Shattered - Trading Yesterday

iloveeyouu

PaulSmith

this guy, i miss alot!

he's my best-gaymate-friend.

 i love him just the way he is. 

you rock faadh!

he's my palui friend!

iloveeyouu

remember december ♥

hey morning. december! yay. holidays are here. and i'll go somewhere i love. here i come oh singapore!!

KK to Singapore and KK lagi. can't wait eh. hehe :)

i'll be going from 3rd dec until new years.  well maybe. but my kaka said cematu so yeah. 

December morning is so hella sweet.i'm gonna miss people though. i maybe inda jalanjalan. entah ah. well yeah. that's all up. 

oh i remember, i haven't bought the morning session tudung. wait ada duit kah inda. :b ada eh. banyak lagi. i'm saving it for belayar bah. gehehe. you guys, i'm missing erika, amni, jeekah, olee. like very much. :'( cries up.

i wanted to go to the mall bah. liat movie tangled in 3D and Narnia jua. i love narnia. aku suka edmund. he's darkhair hot! ahh! haha. bah offing time.

iloveeyouu 

got busted

yeah we rock like that! atol!

hello people. haha! busted today ke disiplin. full of sheeeeeeeeeet! 

mobile ku kana wah. with zhezhe's jua. gila eh. but alhamdulilah inda kana ambil just di tagur. tapi kana teriaki eh. iataaaah. :( sanak mendangar. 

so yeah. this is me saying, menglait rules with no rules. got that? effin offing time. bye

biggest regret

rise and shine.

 so i'll be in menglait ni. gonna regret this.

 giving up my last day of leaving ugama school for good to a crappy award show thingy.

 i hate it! 

in the menglait's uniform and covered up in tears.

 i hope you guys have fun. 

6TA ALWAYS THE BEST!

another chapter in the book

I always knew this day would come

We’d be standing one by one

With our future in our hands

So many dreams so many plans

Always knew after all these years

There’d be laughter there’d be tears

But never thought that I’d walk away 

with so much joy but so much pain

And it’s so hard to say goodbye

But yesterdays gone
 we gotta keep moving on

I’m so thankful for the moments
so glad I got to know ya

The times that we had
 I’ll keep like a photograph

And hold you in my heart forever

I’ll always remember you

Nanananana

Another chapter in the book
 cant go back but you can look

And there we are on every page 

Memories I’ll always save

Up ahead on the open doors 

Who knows what were heading towards?

I wish you love I wish you luck

For you the world just opens up

But it’s so hard to say goodbye

Yesterdays gone
 we gotta keep moving on

I’m so thankful for the moments
 so glad I got to know ya

The times that we had
 I’ll keep like a photograph

And hold you in my heart forever

I’ll always remember you

Everyday that we had
 all the good all the bad 

I’ll keep them here inside

All the times we shared 
every place everywhere

You touched my life

Yeah one day we’ll look back
 we’ll smile and we’ll laugh

But right now we just cry

Cause it’s so hard to say goodbye

Yesterdays gone
 we gotta keep moving on

I’m so thankful for the moments
 so glad I got to know ya

The times that we had
 I’ll keep like a photograph

And hold you in my heart forever

I’ll always remember you

Nanananana

I’ll always remember you

I’ll always remember you

6TA always the best! 

iloveeyouu