Sunday, February 26, 2012
this thing.
i never really enjoy life as i wish. since my family is a overprotective one and i'm not really good at sch as my friends. i'm taking olevel this year and i should change. but i don't see a better chance for that. so, be it. i don't really care about my studies for now. because. one, after the year is over...all marks that are counted is from cambridge. not the termly marks! sooo, let the teachers hate me and i..i'll try to survive. so idgaf now. live life and PEAAACE.
another thing....
family. nyeh. i can't cope up. i hate this. life is hard. i know. i'll survive. well i'll try. psh.
another thing....
family. nyeh. i can't cope up. i hate this. life is hard. i know. i'll survive. well i'll try. psh.
written truly by Jay Januari' at 9:33 PM 0 comments
snapshots.
realized that i uploaded photos now. hahaha. okayokay. in the meantime, since i have nothing to talk about. so photos are uploading :D
written truly by Jay Januari' at 9:16 PM 0 comments
lifeless.
you know, lifeisabitch. yes.. lifeis.
as soon as you're feeling fine and good. you getting used to it. another bullshit came and tear you down. well, life's an ass, life's a bitch. what can i say. just survive it and you'll be okay? not now, but eventually.
written truly by Jay Januari' at 8:51 PM 0 comments
I hate my stomach and my thighs. I hate my hair and my teeth. I hate how my clothes look on me, I hate how much make-up I wear. I hate my voice. I hate how I talk to people. I hate my personality. I hate that everything gets to me and I care too much. I hate that I'm never smart enough. I hate that I'm not enough for anyone. I just want to be everything that I'm not.
i disgust myself.
written truly by Jay Januari' at 6:27 PM 0 comments
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