i know you love me, but you hurt-ed me so much.

it's over brad, you had me once, now you want me again. Brad. i used to love you very much, i loved you from primary 4, but you didn't notice.brad please let me go, i'm afraid that you'll hurt me again and i will stop loving you. really. i'm serious. here's the conversation,

i'm " Pwencess' rayban offical'"

he's 'name'

Name says:

Hai

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

hai

Name says:

Bhp to

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

limpanglimpang.

kau?

Name says:

Limpang2

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

oh.

Name says:

Ikt.hehehe

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

haha, mun kau berani ke sini kau :b

Name says:

Bnr

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

:b

kalau berani

Name says:

Berani

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

iawah?

Name says:

Au eh

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

haha, kesini kau

Name says:

Love u

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

hmm.

nada jua kau di sini pun'

Name says:

Nanti

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

bila?

Name says:

Nanti

Cpl

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

...

Name says:

Blh ku jadi secndle mu

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

aku inda berani be scandle

Name says:

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

, jangan nangis.

Name says:

Aku syg kau

Aku syg kau jas

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

kau sama si mutiah juaa

Name says:

Enda g

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

kau purpose si atol kan?

Name says:

Tapi ea enda mau

Yg aku mau kau ja

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

apa ada arah ku ane?

kau banci aku dulu, kau sasak aku

Name says:

Ato dlu jas

Aku syg kn kau

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

aku pun sayangkan kau. tapi awal ane aku ada boyfriend

boyfriend ku banarbanarkan aku

Name says:

K.

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

jangan nangis wah

jangan sedih wah

please

Name says:

Selama ane aku diam2 ska kau.

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

sejak bila?

Name says:

Lma dah.

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

bila? dari fom 1 kah?

Name says:

Tapi aku diam2 ska kau.

Tapi apa ku dpt.nada.

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

sorry wah , dulu kenapa ia kau bawa aku cpl? time kami cpl pun kau putuskan aku

kenapa inda*

Name says:

Ertinya kau enda mau cpl sma aku g th to.k.k.k

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

bukan aku inda may

mau*

aku mau, mau banar tapi ganya awal ane aku inda single bah

Name says:

Kau dh mkn?

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

alum

aku inda mau makan

Name says:

Knapa

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

malas lah

jangan risaukan aku

Name says:

Aga dlu makn

Pls mkn

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

inda

Name says:

Aku enda mau kau ada apa2

'Pwencess' rayban offical grr says:

inda papa. udah 3 hari aku inda makan

Name says:

Pls mkn ja

Aku enda mau kau ada apa2

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

aku inda papa..banar. sihat ku ne

brad try to forget me! please

i'm so sorry :') it's good that you love me back but try to forget me.

i don't wanna get hurt again

please ;'(((((((((((((

you know what? I HATE YOU!

I really hate this day! why must the suffer goes on? no happy endings? Maybe happy endings are just some dream. i hate you i hate you! you know who?

i hate reality.

i wanna die

i can't stand this pain anymore

please take my life away

i'm begging please

let me die

i know, they are hot for me pulang :DD

kevin mchalejoe jonas
chris brown
justin bieber
adam levine

i love youuuuuuu hawties :DDDDD

iloveeeyouuu! byeee

kittycoo :')))))

i miss my kitties :'( SaaaaaRdinnnnneeeeE :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( imiss you baby....

the only thing that would hurt is when i'm without you here!

hey peeps, guess what? i'm moving to KK! HAHA, absolutely not :D just kidding!but i'm not sure bila balik. :/ oh and and today ada trip ke tempat yang jauh and i wore my new outfit line it's called reddish pink punker :b nada deh. entah, i don't know what should i call it but sure it's retrooo! :))))) what's up today? well i woke up preety late today! really late kul 10 aku bangun. grr. oh and and, kami breakfast arah the hotel punya dine-in thingy and everything was marvelous! gehee, today i bought leggings and skinnies lagi. finally my dreams are almost coming true. today my dad, like mad but sikit sikit. he is mad cause my adik balikbalik mau mainan! i hate you fez! garsh!.... ((:

avoiding my sister's madness, im currently watching prince of persia oh and today we ate KFC for lunch. YUM! (((: today, my baby miscal and message aku. i almost cried like....likeee bad! :(((((huhu. i miss you too bah babe, sabar tomorrow me balik okay? today in the car i listened to my playlist and it was good mahn!!! :D harhar! :b

i slept today in the car from the marvelous Le Meridien to the streets of SABAH i like towh! :DD the last song in the journey was the Aly and Aj's Chemical React[Chemical React - Aly and Aj in common listeners] :)))i like bahhh! good. my family bought baju's for my baby sister; jeeeraah! and today ia selalu cakap Oh My Gosh! :b haha pandai dah walaupun kecil masih. :D i used my rayban shades and everybody was looking and my head cakap "kenapa liat liat? ada utang kah?" hehe (Y)

lawa my title? it's dedicated to Baby Jiman and M'N though. oh and i am loving Kevin McHale much more :DDDDD bah got to go! ba-ba-ba bye iloveeeyouuuu! :)))

I'm your biggest fan!

Kevin McHale, i sooo love you!

Ray-G was here (:

hey viewers, not spammer but it's rachelgrimm, old friend of hers. i just hack-ed in with her password. she allowed me to anytime i want! rawr! I'm Ray and bored. bye!

a kiss upon my lips will make everything okay

lawaa right? i likeee! iloveyouuu!

anywhere, i'll be there

I'll be right here when you need me

Anytime just keep believin

And I'll be right here

If you ever need a friend

Someone to care and understand

I'll be right here

All you have to do is call my name

No matter how close or far away

Ask me once and I'll come

I'll come runnin

And when I can't be with you dream me near

Keep me in your heart and I'll appear

All you gotta do is turn around

Close your eyes

Look inside

I'm right here

Isn't it great that you know that

I'm ready to go wherever you're at

Anywhere I'll be there

All you have to do is call my name

No matter how close or far away

Ask me once and I'll come

I'll come runnin

And when I can't be with you dream me near

Keep me in your heart and I'll appear

All you gotta do is turn around

Close your eyes

Look inside

I'm right here

Whenever you need me

There's no need to worry

You know that I'm gonna be

Right here

Ask me once and I'll come

I'll come runnin

And when I can't be with you dream me near

Keep me in your heart and I'll appear

All you gotta do is turn around

Close your eyes

Look inside

I'm right here

Oh yeah yeah

I'm right here

lyrics ; right here

singer; miley cyrus

thanks for making me happy M'N

lawa i lovee you!

shut up and let me go!

i let you go already why can't you just accept that?

BRAD shut up already, i hate you! i hate you! i hate you! get it? you hurt me, i still love you then you hurt me again. so stop calling me back! :'( i hate you!

i loved you once so now i hate you so let me go. it's over get it? aku inda mau sama kau lagi wah, i've been hurt sudah...kau atu just just not the one okay? and i'm not your number one so accept fate, and let me go! i hate you :'( thanks for making my day worst!!!! i hate you!!!

oh and M'N you're also making me hurt so it's okay, nobody cares at all.

why are guys are so realistic? we are not toys!

no offence =='

jangan pandang belakang congkak?

heylo disco babe!

hmm, hai it's me lagi! (((: i miss you erika! lalala...today is still the second day and maybe tommorow aku balik. yeah can't wait! haha. home here i come :)

oh today, i bought congkak! i love too. my dad think that my family deserves a little traditional things. i love congkak kaliah oh and, my dad said that i should buy 'the glasses that the kids wear today, yang transparent ah' and i was macam, banr deyh? and it's true. dad bali-kan the original ray ban. red shades and black transparents. i love you daddy. i'm listening to old tunes of malaysia tadi and i slept like 48 minutes? haha! and we had a super long trip from KK to sabah. and bought a shirt and shoes of my dreams. yeah i bought some kind of converse but it's doss! i only bought satu but who cares, as long ada syukur tah! haha! i chat-ed with erika tadi. i miss her so much. erika, ku rindu kau babi :b i miss speaking english with you in the car in front of my maid and driver! :DDD oh i miss you whining too :b nada deh!

JADEN SMITH is SUPER HOT TO THE TOP! haha i like jaden smith, handsome kaliah! haha! no mistake for loving a star! iloveyoujaden! haha. oh and and today i ate pizza hut for dinner. thanks dad and bought toys with leggings and y'know ada shoes yang aku suka ani. it's chain-able? and i want it so bad but no size for so some other time,jas. other time :b

and bad news for today, rupanya my skinnies i mean white plaid one nada ;'( i really thought ada wah. but nada. :(((( it's okay though gonna buy it tomorrow. so now ba-blank! oh i ate nasi biasa tadi and drank piasau (((: mum said it's good for me so i drank it and i spit it out. i dislike! currently listening to imissyou-mileycyrus cantik the song and i can do the guitar version. sikit sikit. oh i found out yang brad wants me back. sorry, no chances babe. you hurted me so much sudah! and and M'N reading this?! how dare you :b it's okay! haha, BRAD sowee ah. you're cute and sweet and all but you hurt me banyak kali. :'/

got news, i miss you! hope aku swimmig tomorrow. oh and about swimming, aku sempat sauna-ing and steamed off in steam room. oh and aku suka jacuzzi. i like tuu! :D bye bye guys. i'll post much later on, bye love youu!

that should be me, apart of your life (:

like my title? it's erika's. i miss you erika!!! :'( haha!

heylo people, it's me again. i'm ba-blank so let me tell you about the trip so far.

well, it's the second day and i'm still hoping to go home but let say no chance baby! i miss dancing so much. i wanna dance. let me dance. whoaokay. nanti tah. okay, KK so far okay, no rain, no sunshine and it's just right. aku swam today with this beautiful bathing suit. daddy bought it. i love!! lawa. it's pink singlet and dark blue shorts with cute patterns. dad bali kan twilight new moon saga dvd i cried! thank you dad! aishiteru (((: during the movie, i cried sal eddy tinggalkan bella :'( oh, i haven't watch the whole movie yet but i guarantee siuk ne.

oh and, i havent tell you about the bilik. lawa berabis! we had this ocean view thing. gorgeously lawa (((: i wanna stay pulang but i miss brunei too much! :D Brunei, i love youh! i miss my baby! Jiman? i miss you. M'N? I miss you too wah! :DD erika, i miss you more!

oh and, i swam in the whirlpool pool thingy. siuk walau damit oh and i swam in the big pool. takut ku tenggelam pulang but i can reach it dah :D i wanna listen DADDY'S HOME - USHER but i'm currently listening to D'masiv. gorgeous! aww, i miss aziemah! :D imissyouu! okay i'm better off gotta go shopping lagi :))) ba ba ba bye! iloveyouguysss