fcuked up life

buduh eh. sial jua ah. ia atu anak saja MS tapi bapa. ALLAHUMA! eh. kan my uncle. he bought this karaoke thing in studio thingy, then showed it to us to use it then nextday. i wanted to use it for making a cover then he came as this innocent piece of paper saying "eh, kan di jual tu" it just bursts to fire. sial eh. FUCK! ia burst out from nowhere and crashed my dream. lainkali kalau barang atu kan di jual jangan liatkan arah urang yang banarbanar mau pakainya. 

PAHAM?! 

yesterday i died, tomorrow's bleeding

Yesterday I died; tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into your sunlight
The future's open wide beyond believing
To know why hope dies
And losing what was found, a world so hollow
Suspended in a compromise
But the silence of this sound is soon to follow
Somehow sundown
And finding answers
Is forgetting all of the questions we call home
Passing the graves of the unknown

As reason clouds my eyes with splendor fading
Illusions of the sunlight
A reflection of a lie will keep me waiting
With love gone for so long
And this day's ending
Is the proof of time killing all the faith I know
Knowing that faith is all I hold

And I've lost who I am, (i'm waiting)
and I can't understand (and fading)
Why my heart is so broken, (and holding)
rejecting your love, (love) without, (onto these tears)
love gone wrong; lifeless words carry on (i am crying)
But I know, all I know's that the end's beginning (i'm dying tonight)
who I am from the start, (i'm waiting)
take me home to my heart (and fading)
Let me go and I will run, (and holding)
I will not be silent, (silent) all this time (onto these tears)
spent in vain; wasted years wasted gain (i am crying)
All is lost but hope remains and this war's not over (i'm dying tonight)
There's a light, there's a sun (i'm waiting...)
taking all these shattered ones
To the place we belong (i am waiting...)
and his love will conquer all

Yesterday I died; tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into your sunlight


i just listened to this. and it made me cry. seriously. i love the song! called Shattered - Trading Yesterday

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PaulSmith

this guy, i miss alot!

he's my best-gaymate-friend.

 i love him just the way he is. 

you rock faadh!

he's my palui friend!

iloveeyouu

remember december ♥

hey morning. december! yay. holidays are here. and i'll go somewhere i love. here i come oh singapore!!

KK to Singapore and KK lagi. can't wait eh. hehe :)

i'll be going from 3rd dec until new years.  well maybe. but my kaka said cematu so yeah. 

December morning is so hella sweet.i'm gonna miss people though. i maybe inda jalanjalan. entah ah. well yeah. that's all up. 

oh i remember, i haven't bought the morning session tudung. wait ada duit kah inda. :b ada eh. banyak lagi. i'm saving it for belayar bah. gehehe. you guys, i'm missing erika, amni, jeekah, olee. like very much. :'( cries up.

i wanted to go to the mall bah. liat movie tangled in 3D and Narnia jua. i love narnia. aku suka edmund. he's darkhair hot! ahh! haha. bah offing time.

iloveeyouu 

got busted

yeah we rock like that! atol!

hello people. haha! busted today ke disiplin. full of sheeeeeeeeeet! 

mobile ku kana wah. with zhezhe's jua. gila eh. but alhamdulilah inda kana ambil just di tagur. tapi kana teriaki eh. iataaaah. :( sanak mendangar. 

so yeah. this is me saying, menglait rules with no rules. got that? effin offing time. bye

biggest regret

rise and shine.

 so i'll be in menglait ni. gonna regret this.

 giving up my last day of leaving ugama school for good to a crappy award show thingy.

 i hate it! 

in the menglait's uniform and covered up in tears.

 i hope you guys have fun. 

6TA ALWAYS THE BEST!

another chapter in the book

I always knew this day would come

We’d be standing one by one

With our future in our hands

So many dreams so many plans

Always knew after all these years

There’d be laughter there’d be tears

But never thought that I’d walk away 

with so much joy but so much pain

And it’s so hard to say goodbye

But yesterdays gone
 we gotta keep moving on

I’m so thankful for the moments
so glad I got to know ya

The times that we had
 I’ll keep like a photograph

And hold you in my heart forever

I’ll always remember you

Nanananana

Another chapter in the book
 cant go back but you can look

And there we are on every page 

Memories I’ll always save

Up ahead on the open doors 

Who knows what were heading towards?

I wish you love I wish you luck

For you the world just opens up

But it’s so hard to say goodbye

Yesterdays gone
 we gotta keep moving on

I’m so thankful for the moments
 so glad I got to know ya

The times that we had
 I’ll keep like a photograph

And hold you in my heart forever

I’ll always remember you

Everyday that we had
 all the good all the bad 

I’ll keep them here inside

All the times we shared 
every place everywhere

You touched my life

Yeah one day we’ll look back
 we’ll smile and we’ll laugh

But right now we just cry

Cause it’s so hard to say goodbye

Yesterdays gone
 we gotta keep moving on

I’m so thankful for the moments
 so glad I got to know ya

The times that we had
 I’ll keep like a photograph

And hold you in my heart forever

I’ll always remember you

Nanananana

I’ll always remember you

I’ll always remember you

6TA always the best! 

iloveeyouu

happy moments

hey again. soyeah. FREEEEEEDOM! haha! mahn! 

aku freedom from ugama dah and now i just need the sijil from menglait pasal express. YES EXPRESS! haha. but the buduh thing here is that, aku mesti ke menglait tomorrow pagi which arah ugama i have to come too. to celebrate with my friends :'( so wanna cry. fucked up aku ah! :'(( what am i gonna do? my dad says i have to choose menglait cause it's a once in a life time thing. so yeah, i chose that. the damn thing is. tomorrow is my last day bah on ugama. well that's fucked up. entah eh. 

so menglait, be there. ugama. so sorry. billion times! :'( imma cry with that.

the glad thing here is, yeah. HS and I friends! :) and imma express tomorrow and today last ugama. i'm gonna miss you.

iloveeyouu

thanks for the memories! ♥

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we cool like that!

malam everybody. so nada updates. nada connection rumah ah. rupanya my dad ubah the password. well yeah, di ubahnya!


so fun recently. been to school=menglait funday. spent my time with the awesomest people! i miss them already. especially luke! i'll upload the photos later! :D  haha! i  miss erikaG! and fatinS. and AmniA. adui. semua aku rindu meeeh! :bbb


so yeah. di sekulah. jadi photographer eh. siuk wui. ganya nada gaji. ini tidah adil :b nadawah


haha si paulsmith berabis tah. my bestfriend ah. si PaulSmith lah aku panggil. dapatdapat? awu saja. :bb ia minjam my shades yang PaulSmith. iatah aku cakap. "kau minjam kacamata ku, aku pakai cap mu. awu ah! " haha. awulerr. siuk eh. and we took alot of photos meh. alot bebanar. iatah i'll upload at fb later, or tomorrow. i met this guitarist. what shall i call him? entah eh, haha. nanti memikirkan. so yeah. atu lah


bah bye. off. bye

iloveeyouu

picture perfect memories.

AS!

i like this

common one

she's great!

this is cute

she's beautiful

this is my favourite

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inda jua barimati kaliah (Y)

ollo everybody. :') yes two papers left then freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedom! :D


haha. so yeah. i'll explain why kelmarin nada. 
NADA CONNECTION.
BUMMER!


and aku like terlalu boring so i went to my portfolio. aku liat the pictures i took. then i wondered "lawa jua ni dinamakan Jaas Photography" i'll upload some nanti mahn. :S takut ku bida. yesterday morning. i balik akhir around 9:45? yeah. and my friend Ashlyn pun. she went home at 10:30. so pity. 


ohh yeah, my title ah. :bb Ray tu mulakan. tejangkit pat urang kaaan. cemani ceritanya. 


Ashlyn: ehh karang ku balik kul 10:30! ==' sasak ku eh
Ray: kenapakan? ada jua cikgu.
Ashlyn: eh karang kana tanyatanya ih. takut jua ku tuu
Ray : eh kau ani, inda jua barimati kaliah.
Ashlyn : banar pulang. hmm.
Kim: eh eh, kamu. udah kamu liat cerita wujud? bari takut ah.
Ashlyn : ih, kau liat? berani jua
Ray : gila kau ani Kim, memanggil jua tu. kalau kau dangar the mantra atu bah.
Kim: inda, aku inda danagar tapi cousin ku bah. kami liat dimalam. ia basarkan volumenya. baritakut eh
Ray: inda papa kalau kau inda tagur. baiklah kau inda mendangar mantranya
Ashlyn. awueh, inda jua barimati. :D
Ray : HAHA. tejangkit.
Riley : apa tejangkit?
Kim: awueh. apakan? eh Sally! Hai!!!
Sally: hey guys, behapa ni?
Ray : ah nada. Ry, tadiwah. aku tadi cakap "inda jua barimati" arah Ashlyn. kalinya si Ashlyn cakap arah si Kim. haha. mun Kim cakap lagi wah. cali tu.
Kim: oh kamu ani. inda jua barimati eh!.. eh. HAHA
Sally: apakan?
Riley: inda tadi ia cakap "indajua barimati" arah Ashlyn then si Ash cakap arah Kim and just now. si Kim cakap lagi.
Sally: ohkay.eh. me tebawa mobile me ah. karang kedapatan. :s
Riley: oh inda papa. me bawa jua. chill saja. :)
Sallly: you ani selalu chill.
Riley : mestiler. inda jua barimati kaaan?
Ashlyn : nah, tekana si Ry dah. haha
Ray: awueh.
Riley : iatahbah!


then cikgu masuk. theend! :D




malamnya aku kepanasan. my aircon wah. rusaktahbanar. pfffffffffft! plus nada connection lagi. buduh eh. iatah inda tertidur. aku lagi miss si Luke. mahn. menangis ulehnya. then at 2 labih. aku telipun si Zach. not Zac. but Zachary Kent! haha. ia pun inda tidur bah.iatah betelipun. tapi inda batah. ia kan sama gfnya. so yeah, inda lah. :bb


today. my grandma beteriakteriak arah my siblings pasal bekelaie time pagi. eh. i was sleeping kaliah. matieh. haha. my siblings are so annoying. like seriously annoying. then my sis in law datang. to help me in my room. i have to buang my posters. damn it eh. :'s 


bah. that's all for now aight? i'll be with ya later. :D


 bye

iloveeyouu