the green shirt guy.

GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN! 

what he wore on our first date. doesn't matter much. well. this is my blog. i should post whatever i want. k.

 maybe most of you thinking that i suddenly moved on. actually no.

 i still hung up on luke. alot. :(

 but i have to face this so that my dad won't have to have a fight on me.

 so yeah. he wore green, and we hugged and he kissed my cheek.

 wasn't really psych about that though. it's just wasn't right. but i hope it's worth at the end. 

this isn't what i wanted to post but i feel turned on by him. hmm. this is crazy. to be honest. he's kinda, umm, attractive. sure we went out before. but this is different. he's really different. we hugged on the first date then he kissed my cheek on the right. that must've mean something. am i right? not really. it's the way he hugged me just feels so different. GOOD DIFFERENT. it was good. maybe we have some chemistry. well. maybe. not sure

though. he told me he just sees me as a friend, maybe he was just trying to convince my dad. i hope. --"

alright. that's enough about him for the day. 

gotta go now

kthnxbye!

iloveeyouu

the way i loved him.

after that all, we're just good friends and di atas atu just a joke. remember him? he's M'N yeah si David. i love his dp. haha mosaic that. k?

iloveeyouu

it's been a while

hello, it's been a while. yeaah. :(  turns out, my dad wants me to have a good boyfriend. :((( he wants someone that he knows, he trust and has a long friendship with me. that's weird. sial eh.


sabar saja. so yeah. my dad hooked me up with this SOAS guy. he's friendly and yeah, he's my ex. his dad and my dad are goodfriends. haha. weird. -.-" but both of us said "let's give it just a try" so yeah. we're kinda going out now. but he completely sees me as a friend. i'll tell ya that's true. :)


more details later k? bye.

iloveeyouu

The Breakup :'(

have you ever had a feeling of emptiness in your heart and then 

it was stabbed you again? then it starts bleeding and you still

manage to smile just to hide that engrossing feeling??

wasn't really a good day. badmood starts

THIS DECEMBER IS THE WORST.

 i wish i could change my parents mind. :'(

he's one of the kind.

so don't change. :'(

full circle

good afternoon saturday.

 sorry nada updates in the morning been sleeping until 1 pm today.

 haha.

i slept late wah. damn.

 i miss luke! :'( so damn much.

so whaadup?

 i can't wait to meet my bestfriend this 14th. SYADEE! i miss you babe! :'( can't wait. duit bah mesti simpan. shopping tani bah. HEHEH.

 eh dimalam, i went to bridex wah. siuk pulang. ada performances lagi.

 then i met F----.

 CODENAME,

 Freddie. so yeah, i met him.

 ia pakai cara melayu merah. haha ngok! i wore this black dress. i loved it eh. bahbah

off now. byebye.

iloveeyouu. 

you know i do!

my bestfriend

staring at siapa tu?

you might look not best here, i still love you in every way

GILLIAN ERIKA SILVESTRE GARCIA

15th Sept.

Filipino 

Sekolah Rendah Kiarong - 6Purple

Sekolah Menengah Menglait Gadong - 7Aspirasi

Green, Yellow, Pink, Blue

Chocolates

i write this cause i miss you bah.

geddit?

i miss you zeeyah!

 

updates

hello peeps. sorry for no updates. my kaka pakai the laptop for 4 days so yeah. i'm not gonna VLOG. payah saja. haha. no stories on today so. peaceout peeps

iloveeyouu

want me to Vlog?

heylo peeeps!! whadddup?! 

haha. so yeah,

 i have this crazaaaaay idea. 

it's like if aku ada mood. i'll make a video-blog. for here only. 

cause tired of typing nyeeeh! haha. kaylah.

 i think imma post it soon eh?

bah. off! 

iloveeyouu

lemonade!

good evening! hai. sorry nada update. today nada papa happened.

except, um. i redecorate my room and i went to tasek. i took the motor ride tadi. haha siuk!!

bah i'll be offing. today sucks! :b byebye

iloveeyouu

cartoons ♥

i able to upload these only. want more? to my facebook!

 thankyouthankyou!

iloveeyouu

Cartoon Profile Picture Week

Wasssssssssssssssssssssup! 

well, it's UNICEF TIME! alright, if you haven't notice. 

it's Cartoon Profile Picture Week.

you, "whaaat?"

 me,"Yeah it is." 

you, "what the heck is that?"

me, "well it's something with UNICEF. UNICEF asks us to change our profile pic to some cartoon character that invites you to to your childhood"

you, "so, what's the purpose?"

me, "the purpose is to support to STOPPING VIOLENCE TO CHILDREN"

you, "dude, chill off. you don't have to be mad. jeez!"

me. "SORRY BUT MY FREAKIN' CAPSLOCK WON'T turn off. oh it just did"

me, haha, see what i did there?

you, no?!

 me, wtf? i've made the raywilliamjohnson impression! 

(he's awesome!)

you, he freakin' does! *thumbs up

i did it again! HAHA

aaaah! whatthebuck! (he's awesome too) 

anyway, this is for FACEBOOK, FRIENDSTER, MYSPACE, TWITTER OR ANY OTHER SOCIAL NETWORK.

  i don't upload it here for my profile pic.

 yeah, i didn't but why should i?

 i mean, i uploaded on my facebook, twitter, friendster.

 why here jua? well as long i have their pictures. it'll be fine

 i'll upload some of my favourite cartoon pictures here as a blog.

 so yeah.

 i hope you enjoy this Cartoon Profile Picture Week.

 (note to all, this week continues until 6thDEC. it began days ago. sorry haven't told ya). 

unbelievably forgotten.

 i'll be going now

 bye

iloveeyouu

lifeless words

goodmorning! :) finally i smiled today. hehe.

 lastnight inda baik mood ku..

 tapi alhamdulilah today okay.

 i mean.

 everyday is a new day kaaan? hehe.

 now just lying here on my bed,

 posting this

, waiting for something to come along.

 3rd December, happy birthday ZIM

. nyeeeeeeh. 

bah off up. bye

iloveeyouu