the one thing you'd wished i forget is goodbye.

i need you masih. :/

never say goodbye please, i'm not ready to be left by you.

i miss you Frankie :')

i'm not perfect, neither do you!

heeyo! SO BADNEWS TIME!!!!

SO YEAH, I WAS BEJALAN SEKAJAP. I WAS WEARING DAISY DUKES, RED SHIRT WITH A CARDIGAN AND HEADBAND. I WAS AT McDONALD WITH MY COUSINS. AND THIS GIRL(MENGLAIT-IANS) SHE WAS STARING AT ME LIKE I'M SOME KIND OF A RIDICULOUS THING AND THEN SHE WENT BY MY TABLE AND PASS ME A NOTE SAYING "cakap saja islam, usul cematu" bebaie ko?!"  I WAS FURIOUS, IA INDA SAMA NYA? TALI BRA AMPAIAMPAI. SELUAT KEPENDEKKAN. AKU KEPANASAN TADI BAH. DUUUH! KAU TU NAH, SHOW OFF SKIN! SASAK KAU? AWUIH, SASAK KU. COUSIN KU KE ARAHNYA , SHE SAID " kau apa kurangnya? baju cematu, seluar pendek jua. rambut bedai. kuku macam inda pernah becuci, ceramin diri ah" WEEEEEEY! I LIKE TUUU! HAHAH. TAKE THAT BITCH!

just the way you are ♥

pictures of me. 

Nov 2010 to Feb 2011

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 enjoy!

emo look. i know right.

mwaaahs. ♥

lapar ku ih!

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strangers waiting.

he's just a boy who is inlove with you. 

heyy. :p happy day. good start and good ending. i'll tell you from top to bottom

so tadipagi, kami assembly, my enemy's class kana panggil untuk menyanyi and i was like "HAHAHAHA! CLASS MU KANA PANGGIL!" but aku diamdiam saja. hahahah. then durang nyanyi and accidentally, the cloud cries. so hard but we managed to get away from it lah. the wind blew hard jua. so the assembly got cancelled. YEAAAH! so yeah, biology, as always marah at first then ketawa later. then BM. aku paksa berdiri cause aku inda jawab soalan. KLASIK JUA. hahaha. yeah i did. then aku jawab. duduk. :)) siuk nyeeh. then tengah hari. aku skipped. :p aku inda masuk dewan fir rehearsal just about 20 minutes. aku tunggu Frankie. ia tukar baju in the locker's room. iatah. then ada tia ia. PE shirt, gold striped pants with red converse. oohhh. hahha HOT! with the emo hair just fits perfectly. GEHEE! then kami lunch. he bought me nasi ayam. but i didn't ate alot. pasal ia padas. then aku bali minuman kesukaannya. ia marah cause aku yang bali bukan ia. HAHAH. then he fed me the nasi. memajal ia ah. then ada cikgu.inda tia jadi. hahahah.

so dramaaa! 

kami rehearsal about 3 hours. then menyanyi lagu DON'T STOP - GLEE.  yeah i'm a gleek! hahah then kami like, menyanyi lagu one in a million. he hold my hand balikbalik. we fool around alot tadi. man, i miss him already. i miss you kambangg! hahah.

so then, kami hold hands on few songs like One In A Million and One Step At The Time. he spun me like a princess. so sweet meeeh. i miss him.

bah off. bye

goodnight sweetie. ♥

hello, i hate today. beg pencil ku ilang. takut ku. :( my life's in there. huhu. but tadi was siuk, drama practice. i had so much fun. even frankie. he quitted music club and transferred to drama just to be with me. aww. can you say sweet? well I'LL SHOUT IT! it's raining sini. he's asleep.

i miss you sweetie!

so i'll tell you about today.

pagi, learning macam biasa. pyshics i've gone smarter. alhamdulilah and maths d was fine tadi. and ADD MATHS was great. i'm happy. i've asked alot of questions to the teacher. i'd asked about 'O' LEVEL. yeah. i'm interested. heheh. so blahblahblah. apa lagi? ohh i've inboxed with abang si Jerry (ex) he said he wanted to see me tomorrow. :'( nyeeeh. takut ku. he said something about frankie. damn. apa lagi?

so, i'll be seeing him tomorrow.

 tadi aku pigang tangan with frankie. YEAY! hehehe. i was messing with his hair then he tried to avoid it. and try, try, try. pfft. then he held my hand macam kuatkuat. dapan cikgu lagi. hahaha. inda papa cikgu asmal's siuk kaliah. he watched me acted, heard me sing, observed me danced. so yeah. pretty much everything. i heard him sing and play guitar. so dreamy meeeh! then time balik, ia pigang tangan ku lagi. hehehe. he hold it then say iloveyou. awww. :') now i'm missing him. alaaa. heheh. 

so, time drama lagi. i was with Dougie. and my duet was with him. he's a good singer. damn, i'm jealous ah. then sama Lizzie and i pretended to be Andre. the gay guy from the play.HAHAHA. i enjoyed it though. then, menyanyi lagu YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I WANT - GREASE. i laughed so hard because ia cali. like berabisly! hahaha. lagunya bah. hahaha. bytheway, my scene in this play is a nerd. with a good voice! YEAHHH! and Frankie is the emo guy who secretly likes to rock out and other times, he's a bully. hahha.

nerd + bully = frankie and me.

 yeay! :) 

so yeah, that's all for now. byebye

♥

the beat of my heart

no ignorance. just confirmation. and yes baby. :)

your beautiful soul

hahah. i love you that much too. :')

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i want you and your soul

THANKYOU FOR THE DAY.  I'VE ENJOYED IT SO MUCH. AND I LOVE THIS DAY.

so tadi aku keluar dari pembarisan and masuk ke reading day drama. ohh damn, siuk! aku mau lagi. we're performing a glee themed play. we'll like it and ofcourse i'll be the nerd with the good voice and dances. :D i like this. 

so yeah, tadi motorride, went to his house. he says "i love you" for the first times. smile, wink at me. thanks for the day sweetie. :) i love you k? 

off

Mrs. Frankie Tess :)

AMINNNNNNN!

mall, 14 dec 2010. :)

no edits, just the original one

from mobile. oh i love this

picture. :)

my room :)

iksiiiiiiiiin. tapi aku mau. pfft. 

daddy! may i? c(:

i need someone to hold.

hello world! it's 4. 57 am in brunei. uhh, why i'm up so early. tons of works to do. tons! but the good news is. i'm in a relationship baby! YEAHHH! 

aku with Frankie. the day finally came. thankyou 7th February. i'm still excited. you know, kami jalanjalan around the kampung. then i borrowed his mobile. and aku just checking around for something then i saw my name on the message thingy. then the text is "jas, aku ska kau tpi malu ku. bnyk g lki2x ska kau. pyh ni" i just smiled cause i can't do anything but i'm entirely happy. mudahmudahan batah ku sama ia. unlike the others. seriously, i love him and the other badnews. ada urang cari kelaie sama ia ah, sanak ku ih. kelaie pasal aku. tu nah si SHUKAAAY ah. sasak ku saying his name. pffft. back off. kau suka aku tapi membawa couple bari sasak. inda berani.iatah buduh tu kau ah. don't you know? your chances and days for me are over kri. get over it. i'm his. .|.  

iataaah, time patangnya aku ke rumahnya. hehehe. mamanya suruh aku arahnya pulang. hahah cute ia ah. aww. i miss him. :') kami jalanjalan around the kampung.  heheheh. :)) i miss him ih. 

bah off. babai!