let's get tumblin'

hey people, no. i'm not leaving you bloggy.

 i've signed in to tumblr. maaan, payah jua.

 aku inda suka.

 i rather go bloggin' than tumblin' tapi the thing is,

 tumblr, there's alot of picture sana. 

so that's why, i signed in. :) i reblog lots of pics there. here's my tumblr.

jayjanuari.tumblr.com

hahah sedikit baru tu k k? 

the reason is you

trying to be perfect just for you. 

p/s. i'm still alive.

gone.

HATE THA FACT YOU'RE GONE. NEED TIME TO BE ALONE. TRYING TO PREVENT MYSELF FROM KILLING. IF MY BLOG IS SO FUCKING SILENT SELAPAS ANI. SORRY, YOU'LL KNOW THAT I'M DEAD K?! 

THANKS FOR READING SOMETHING ABOUT MY LIFE SAMPAI ANI. YOU GUYS ARE THE GREATEST!

i'll be waiting

Hameezul Asyraf, could you wait for me? please? 

blocking you. :)

hey, my title? ohh. i'm blocking rick cross. bah atu saja. bye

HAMEEZUL ASYRAF!

iloveyouu

you wanna be bad!

JUDGEMENTAL MUCH?!

so today, i went to school. then most of my kawans went off to Taman SOAS kali. and Frankie lagi nada. pfft. then aku combine with other classes lah. then this group of girls were talking about frankie. this is what i heard. i don't know their names so i might puting in girl1, 2, 3. k? 

girl1: eh kamu, tu nah. gf si frankie ah. urang express rupanya.

girl2: awu ih, express saja ah, ihh. inda ia mendangar kah ni?

girl 1&3: jauh kali ni ah.

girl3: bytheway kamu. si frankie. he's emo and stuff dan urang express pilih cematu pulang ah. buduh jua ih

girl1: awu macam inda pikirkan masa depan saja.

girl2:express konon. nanti menyasal ia. biartia ih.

ohhh iakah? inda ku menyasal kali. :x sasak ku ih. the girl1 is frankie's ex. iatah. AWKWARD! BYTHEWAY, TERDANGAR K?! kalau kamu mau tau kenapa i chose frankie to be mine it's cause to be honest, he's such a caring good person. walaupun kurang ajar and stuffs but he's fine!

take this for an example;

joshpeck!

you see that. he'll be good in the future. i know he will. he told me about his dream sudah. and insyaAllah he'll be successful! 

forever yours

Highway run into the midnight sun 

Wheels go round and round 

You're on my mind 

Restless hearts sleep alone tonight 

Sending all my love along the wire 

They say that the road 

ain't no place to start a family 

Right down the line it's been you and me 

And loving a music man 

ain't always what it's supposed to be 

Oh Boy 

you stand by me 

I'm forever yours 

faithfully 

Circus life under the big top world 

We all need the clowns to make us smile 

Through space and time 

Always another show 

Wodering where I am lost without you 

And being a part ain't easy on this love affair 

Two strangers learn to fall in love again 

I get the joy of rediscovering you 

Oh girl 

you stand by me! 

I'm forever yours 

faithfully 

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh 

oh oh oh oh oh oh 

faithfully 

I'm still yours 

I'm forever yours 

Ever yours 

faithfully

i kinda like the song, well love. 

frankie dedicated to me, since he's not at school recently. 

so yeah. i do miss him. :'/ 




FAITHFULLY - GLEE CAST (ORIGiNALLY BY JOURNEY)

skipping down a broken path

hello. 

:(  

days of ignorance won't heal the pain zul. 

i'm gonna ignore you for a while saja.

badmood me bah. :/ sorry.

so, i've been in a badmood for days now cause of him. i really hope it wasn't my fault but if it is. i'm sorry k? you're perfect for me, but i can see your love is fading. you better off with her instead of me.

meanwhile, i'm alone di sekulah. Frankie is suspended for 3 months but in this case baru like 2 months? entah. i hope he'll come back soon. he caught in a fight with one of his teachers and he dyed his hair. iatah. kana suruh cuti. anak setan banaar. :x school never the same without him. as you know, i'm not that close with the girls lagi. so. my GUY FRIENDS been trying to cheer me up since Frankie's gone. they're so caring. even Frankie's friend - Rick Cross been trying to impress me to have the feeling that Frankie's not there. sorry Rick. 

i'm getting sick, malar main hujan saja. so now, aku damam and selesma and batuk and paning. ohh, go away fever! alright. i better off. 

see you soon 

xx

what i want ♥

so sweet!

boredom strikes. -.-

you're perfect

Made a wrong turn, once or twice

Dug my way out, blood and fire

Bad decisions, that's alright

Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood

Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down

Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated

Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel

Like you're less than fuckin' perfect

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're 

nothing

You're fuckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were 

wrong

Change the voices in your head, make them like you 

instead

So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!

Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game

It's enough! I've done all I can think of

Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel

Like you're less than fuckin' perfect

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're 

nothing

You're fuckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear

The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer

So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too 

hard and it's a waste of my time

Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere

They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair

Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time

Why do we do that? Why do I do that? 

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel 

Like you're less than fuckin' perfect

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel

Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me

You're perfect, you're perfect! 

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're 

nothing 

You're fuckin' perfect to me...

dedicated to, two favourite guys in earth. 

i love you two so much.