heavy eyes. ;)

hey....i'll be sleeping soon. my eyes are tired and eventually, i'm yawning more than 100 times. :3 i'll post more soon. :) night people.mwah. loveu :3

december.

hello december, the best month i ever loved. why you asked? well. it's the month i met Kendall. my bestfriend (ring a bell?) really... but things are falling apart andwe're drifting away. i miss him. too much. we've also got nothing to talk about. all we talk about is how's our day or whatev. things unimportant and we just fell away. it's tooooo bad, :( don't wanna lose him just yet. he's one of my fav person. :') please come back. 

one and only.

hey, i'm vain.

NYEH!

HAI, I'M BORED AND CAN'T SLEEP. SO... I'LL BE POSTING STUFF. :D

the flirt.

hey guys, you see that guy i just posted. well. i kinda fell for him. i know i have to be faithful and i will. he's just such a flirt and the good thing is. he's my cousin. SWEET! :P hahaha. well. i'm kinda sunken in my relationship. there's nothing much to talk out between us. :( i'm afraid it'll bring us down. i mean, i love him. reallih. i do. and the flirt? he's just a friend. we hugged and whatnot but hey, we're cousin and he's way out of my league. he's 4 years older than me. nyeeeh. babysitter ku. :P he's my bro's friend tooo. soo, BFB? not really bro. want his codename.okay. hm.... Drew Header. :) yeah, cool name. :) Drew Header age 18. nyeeh. bah off. night. loveu.

in the middle of september, we're still playing in the rain ;)

bieber post ;)

nobody to hold me.

You left me spinning like a disco

Trying but I don't know

If I can stand straight

You took me left when you knew I was right

Now I got to try to fight to make it through the day

I never knew what you were capable of

Baby, I would've kept my heart

But I gave it up

Baby, I fell in love

Now I don't know what it's done

It's so cold with nobody to hold me

You're so wrong when you told me

You would never leave me by myself

Out in the middle of nowhere

Now I'm lost

Trying to make it on my own

I thought I could never do this, 

So numb but now I'm walking by myself

Out in the middle of nowhere

You left me broken like a record

Baby, I'm hurt and I don't want to play anymore

Missed every sign

Believed ever lie

And I was waiting for more

I never knew what you were capable of

Baby, I would've kept my heart

But I gave it up

Baby, I fell in love

Now I don't know what it's done

It's so cold with nobody to hold me

You're so wrong when you told me

You would never leave me by myself

Out in the middle of nowhere

Now I'm lost

Trying to make it on my own

I thought I could never do this, 

So numb but now I'm walking by myself

Out in the middle of nowhere

You took my heart off my sleeve

But now I'm taking it back

Baby, here I come

You took advantage of me

I don't appreciate that, that

You son of a gun

It's so cold with nobody to hold me

You're so wrong when you told me

You would never leave me by myself

Out in the middle of nowhere

It's so cold with nobody to hold me

You're so wrong when you told me

You would never leave me by myself

Out in the middle of nowhere

Now I'm lost

Trying to make it on my own

I thought I could never do this, 

So numb but now I'm walking by myself

Out in the middle of nowhere

one of my besties. ♥

ma mates. ♥

these little things. ♥

THINGS A GIRL WISHES HER BOYFRIEND KNEW:

• I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly.
• I want you to give me your hoodie when I`m cold.
• I want you to hold me and keep me warm.
• I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies together.
• I want you to kiss me in the rain.
• I want you to hold my hands and play with my fingers.
• I want you to play with my hair.
• I want you to take amazing photos with me.
• I want you to come to my house and meet my family.
• I want you to lay on my bed with me and just hold me.
• I want you to let me dress you up and make you look silly.
• I want you to watch sunrise with me.
• I want you to give me piggy back rides daily.
• I want you to kiss my nose.
• I want you to wipe my tears away.
• I want you to tell me that you miss me already even if we were together five minutes ago.
• I want you to drop everything and hug me tight.
• I want you to take me on a picnic.
• I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters.
• I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me.
• I want you to smile every single time you see me.
• I want you to know how much I love you.
• I just want you.

THINGS A BOY WISHES HIS GIRLFRIEND KNEW

• I want you to let me play with my/your hair
• I want you to accept my compliments
• I want you to listen to me sometimes
• I want you to smile for me (guys love their girls smile)
• I want you to hold my hand unexpectedly 
• I want you to tell me silly jokes and pick up lines
• I want you to watch Pixar/Disney movies with me
• I want you to try to play video games with me
• I want you to tell me silly stories
• I want you to sing and dance randomly with me
• I want to take pictures and make couple videos with you (even though guys may not show it, we enjoy taking pictures and making videos)
• I want you to not make fun of my little imperfections (sometimes it gets to us)
• I want you to kiss me
• I want you to bite my lip occasionally (I cant speak for all guys, but damn it feels good)
• I want you to tell me you love me
• I want you to tell me you missed me when we finally get together
• I want you to accept me for who I am
• I want you to love me unconditionally
• I just want to spend time with you
• I need you to know that I love you so much