hey soulsister.

hey guys, bloggy! i miss you. :(


hey guys? updates? kkk


KENDALL SEERS, he um. we got closer and he confessed that he still loves me. i mean, we were eachother's first love. :/ i miss him too though. but, we both not ready for a real relationship. besides i already got a boyfriend. and he, he's studying. and he doesn't want a real-serious relationship. he consider me as a girlfriend but not really a girlfriend. like a bestfriend but he loves me more. :)


LOVE LIFE DISASTER, three guys, one confused girl. twist love. aaron, derek and my cousin, harry + me = disaster, more info, my other blog. :)


SICKNESS, hmm, i got sick 3 days earlier, i'm still recovering tho. :) heheh. wish me the bestest luck. i wanna be healthy again. :)


FAILING SCHOOL, yeaah, i'm failing maths. i mean, maths! ugh. 


BIO'S PUNISHMENT, see last tuesday, my classmates and i kana suruh berjamur. nyeeh. yes tiring and friggin' hot. i hated it. honestly, i don't blame shien. our chinese kid. but all i can say, he didn't do the work and we all got punish. satu kana, semua kana. like shizzay. 


NEW SLANG! hehe, it's shizzay. don't know ih. :P party like shiz. :PP


FORGOTTEN BESTFRIEND, well you see, my bestfriend and i haven't got a lot communication. hmm, she's getting closer to Adven. so yeah, it's me the forgotten. :)


SINGING, i kinda improved on singing. i'm hoping doing covers soon. 


alrighty, i'm off. :) love you readers

about her

for someone;

while you're sleeping, this girl named jasmine is really deep frustration. you see, jasmine is a 9a student from Menglait Secondary. she's a good girl, i think. she likes you. like a lot. but i think you would know because it's obvious. she loves you internally! <3 she's afraid of losing people because she lost banyak dah. she suffered bullying since she's in primary 5 until year 8. she is still recovering her weakness. she was bullied because she really likes to hang out with guys and her female friends got a problem with that. to be honest, jasmine's not a tomboy. she just loves hanging out with guys because they're different than the girls. she hangs out with her brother in her home. and she grown with her eldest brother watching out for her. she trust boys more than girls. her very first female-bestfriend is afiqah. she called her syadee. they were so close. but afiqah moved away. Aziemah replaced syadee bur syadee will always be in jasmine's heart. Aziemah's a good friend for her because she understands. her biggest fear, losing you and aziemah. so becareful

updates. :)

hello readers, are you guys still there? sorry ah inda banyak updates. i'll do it ni nah. okay, what happened this term? kkk

new friends, lost one. 

new genre of music, miss the others.

quiet saja with them

be bestfriend with Aaron 217. 

close friends

Hanna, bestfriend!

SEEDS exhibition ah, missed it

failed calculus. 

been advice untuk ambil the three years course.

shiz my new shit! hahah

met fatin

met ZZ's haha i miss them!

just smile?

fake ones fav

facebook

tumblr. miss bloggy

kate middleton!

i love rihanna's WHAT'S MY NAME!

i got iPHONE!!! 

YEHA!

hyper saja, sad endings.

I LOST PAULSMITH! :'( MY BESTFRIEND!

so much colder than i can remember

I've been to London, been to Paris
Australia and Rome
There's sexy boys in every city
But they're not what I want

Some got money, some got fame
Some got cars and the clothes
But if it just ain't you
Then I don't wanna know

'Cause baby, now I realize that I was wrong
When I said I didn't need you so
Miss you bad so now I'm comin' home

So you better leave the light on
Wait for me and just leave the light on, hey

This feels like a permanent December
So much colder than I can remember
When I get you back, this time I swear that I won't
Won't ever let you go, won't let you go, no

Won't let you go, go, go, go
Won't let you go, no
Go, go, go, go, no, no, no, no

I've been to New York and to L.A
And to Baton Rouge
I met a boy in every city
No one kept me amused

But don't call me a Lolita
'Cause I don't let 'em through
'Cause I'm saving all my lovin'
For someone and it's you

'Cause baby now I realize that I was wrong
When I said I didn't need you so
Miss you bad so now I'm comin' home

So you better leave the light on
Wait for me and just leave the light on, hey

This feels like a permanent December
So much colder than I can remember
When I get you back, this time I swear that I won't
Won't ever let you go, won't let you go, no

Won't let you go, go, go ,go
Won't let you go, no
Go, go, go, go, no, no, no, no

Won't let you go, go, go ,go
Won't let you go, no
Go, go, go, go, no, no, no, no

Hey, what do you say?
'Cause I been all around the world
And they just ain't the same

Hey, what do you say?
Without my baby
I go crazy and I just gotta scream

But now I realize that I was wrong
When I said I didn't need you so
Miss you bad so now I'm comin' home

So you better leave the light on
Wait for me and just leave the light on, oh, oh

This feels like a permanent December
So much colder than I can remember
When I get you back, this time I swear that I won't
Won't ever let you go, won't let you go, no
Won't let you

This feels like a permanent December
So much colder than I can remember
When I get you back, this time I swear that I won't
Won't ever let you go, won't let you go, no

Won't let you go, go, go ,go
Won't let you go, no
Go, go, go, go, no, no, no, no

Won't let you go, go, go ,go
Won't let you go, no
Go, go, go, go, no, no, no, no

so truee.

her eyes

t. swizzle

fancyyy

acts of forgiveness and love

Imagining you’re far away

Just searching for the words to say

I feel it when you fall apart

Our lives are our greatest art

I don’t wanna change your mind

Coz I accept you for everything you are and will be

Stay here with me now

The only thing that our hearts are made of

Are the acts of forgiveness and love

The only thing real when push comes to shove

Are the acts of forgiveness and love

‘Cause in the end no one loses or wins

The story begins again and again

With forgiveness and love

You don’t ever have to read my mind

You can see it when you close your eyes

Don’t believe it when you lose your faith

Another moment is a moment away

I can’t tell you what the future holds

Or how to live

All I know is what feels right lights up my life again and again

The only thing that our hearts are made of

Are the acts of forgiveness and love

The only thing real when push comes to shove

Are the acts of forgiveness and love

‘Cause in the end no one loses or wins

The story begins again and again

With forgiveness and love

Let’s jump the sun

Let’s find forever

Where does the time go?

Just live your life

You’ll get another today, today, today

Forgiveness and love

‘Cause in the end no one loses or wins

The story begins again and again

With forgiveness and love

Let’s jump the sun…. [fade to end] 

pizza tuesday

heeeey there people, sorry ih inda beblog batah dah. guess what? aku here, alone. :) nyeeeeeeeeh

bahbah, anubah ani. apa ah?? OH YEAH iHATEMATHS! like bebanarly! hahahaahahah. wa. cause it's full of numbers sesak i bah! :P sasak jua lah. hahahahah. i'm totally fuckin' bored ni. nyeeh. today's pizza tuesday. heheheh! :DD  bah off dulu, the pizza scent invades me. nyeheh. 

insecurities

hey guys, hmm, you prolly think i'm weird. or stupid kkk, i'm such a dumbass. i know it! my life is about taking risk with my decisions. look, i rejected meezul and live my life single. i'm just insecure. maybe he'll get somebody else. look the reason i don't want a relationship now is live my life single cause i notice that after every break up i'll got a boyfriend afterwards so now i must get into rejections. soo, risks. 

thanks alot insecurities. 

i'm broken

INSECURITIES OVERWHELMED ME BY THOSE LEAVES OF YOURS. =/

i'm asking, make it stop. :/