Sunday, April 1, 2012
Saturday, March 31, 2012
coldest heartbreak. :'/
So people are talkin, causin a ruckus
About how disrespectful, ungrateful me and Jas are becomin
How we treat our mom, how were just so wrong
Because she's on Twitter tweetin about how she is so done
I'm tired of all the questions, all the shit bein said
That ya'll can't believe that we could treat her like this
Sendin tweets and DMs, assumin that it's all true
Now Imma ask, yes, I got some questions for you
What would you do if your mom lied straight to your face
Said you were gettin no money but stole 3 grand from your bank
Tellin her kids she has cancer, to prevent a divorce
Then scams all your friends and fam, with not an ounce of remorse
Sayin that it's for kimo, but no treatment at all
Man I prayed every night, for her sickness to be solved
What would you do? Then findin out there's no cancer at all
Can you imagine how we felt hearin this all?
Or what about when we were starving at home
No food in the kitchen, we were all skin and bones
Crying for food,
but she'd rather buy some cigarettes and spend her time all day gossipin on the phone
How would you feel if you found your sister with bruises
Not from her boyfriend, but our mother bein abusive
Pullin her hair, slappin her face -- callin her a slut
When my mom forced my sister on boys when she was young
Threatening if she didn't, she'd never go out
But my sister is wrong for finally speakin out?
What would you do? How would you feel?
She even has our own fans against us askin what's the deal
What would you do if your mom took the word of the Lord
And used it as a weapon against you to win a war
Ya'll saying shit to my sister, Jinsu and my dad
When the real person responsible ya'll havin her back
That shit is sad, do you even know what it's like?
To be destroyed by your mother who's winnin with lies?
Bringin ppl in when they know the truth
Witnessed my sister beaten by the hands of the side that they choose
One day I'll never forget is when she put up a fist
Tried to swing at my sister and I took the hit
My dad drove 5 hours to protect her from harm
Then she kicked me out, 'cause defendin my sister was wrong
CPS got involved, Jas was threatened to lie
They told my dad he'd lose his kids if he'd give it another try
What would you do? This is why it's our coldest heartbreak
Jas turning 18 was her greatest escape
But now that she's free, she's doin whatever it takes
For us to break, but we're wrong for the shit that we say?
Don't tell me we're stupid for bringin drama to Twitter
When my mom started this by lying that Jinsu hits her
She'll do anything, by all means anything to win
Including breaking the hearts of her own damn kids
Eminem bashes his mom, poor him
But if our mom tells lies to make us look bad, it's fuck them
Manipulative as ever, deserves a damn Oscar
Is this even worth it? Should I even bother?
She'll deny it, cry tears like she really cared
This wasn't told for pity but just to be fair
This is the last Imma speak of this, just know that I'm done
Ya'll can decide which story and side to choose from
What would you do?
(Yeah) What would you do huh?
And I'm gone
Jasmine V and JDrew been so strong after all these times. God Bless Them! FINALLY. Jas can move out. their mother. ugh oh so cruel. mygod. :/ i can't imagine myself in that situation. :'s
written truly by Jay Januari' at 5:07 PM 0 comments
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
i wish.
i know i got a boyf and all. but i really do wish my boyfriend is him. codename. Dylan DeLaza. but, i've been stalking him pulang. he looks like, a player. really he does. :( doubts me. i just wish you and my boyf are squashed into one piece. you know, talks like a player but loves like a true gentleman. that's my type. only, my boyf have the gentleman part and Dylan got the playa part. UGH. i want you Dylan. :( but i just can't. i'm so sorry.
written truly by Jay Januari' at 10:56 PM 0 comments
Saturday, March 24, 2012
quote. :))
i'll never say goodbye because saying goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting.
written truly by Jay Januari' at 8:36 PM 0 comments
comment on trips.
This is like my first time, on a ferry going to Labuan. For two whole hours bruh. Hard. The toilet. I can’t even. UGH! I hope this journey end sooner. But the canteen here is delicious tho and the entertainment. Nyeh, I have my lappy with me, I couldn’t care less lahh. Hahaha. Okay. Sooner or later I update beb. Bye xoxo.
Finally arrived at Labuan, had dinner ith my Labuan relatives and it as good. Then e ent to search for hotel. Now, at the third hotel my dad’s friend recommended and here. The WiFi is OH SO LAGGGGG! I hate this. Internet is like, my second life. Please be good soon. Please ohh please I beg you. L
written truly by Jay Januari' at 8:33 PM 0 comments
Sunday, March 18, 2012
the new certain seedling that i'm crazy about. ♥
he's sweet and cute. he's been such a sweeeet guy to me.
he tried to hug me that time, i wanna hug him but i refused. sorry. :(
and...i hope we'll meet eachother again someday.
i didn't asked for his fb, i don't wanna seem desperate.
psh. his codename, Roy Gray. love you to bits!
written truly by Jay Januari' at 6:19 PM 0 comments
live my life.
(Justin Bieber)
I'm gonna live my life
No matter what we party tonight
I'm li-i-i-ve my life
I know that we gon' be alright
Yo, hell yeah, dirty bass
Ghetto girl, you drive me cray
Hell yeah, dirty bass
Yo
This beat makes me go wow
This drink makes me fall down
I party hard like carnival
Let's burn this motha down
This bass make me
Go ache (go ache)
This girl circus so late
You're that telly cake
With a cali shake
I got dough,
Who's down to fake
Oh oh oh oh my, dirty bass
Oh you got it like that
I can work that back
Let me get that
(get your ass on the floor)
Oh oh oh oh my, dirty bass
Oh you got that small
I can break that off
Let me get that
(get your ass on the floor)
(Justin Bieber)
I'm gonna live my life
No matter what we party tonight
I'm gonna li-i-i-ve my life
I know that we gon' be alright
I'm gonna live my life
No matter what we party tonight
I'm li-i-i-ve my life
I know that we gon' be alright
Wo-oh oh oh, wo-oh oh oh,
I know that we gon' be alright
Wo-oh oh oh, wo-oh oh oh,
I know that we gon' be alright
Yo, hell yeah, dirty bass
Ghetto girl, you drive me cray
Hell yeah, dirty bass
No matter where we be at VIP,
or in the ceiling
All we need to start it is the speakers
In my chit-chat
I spot a couple hotties
Holla, we're the party, we that
Girl move it like pilates
Put your head where your knee at
Oh oh oh oh my, dirty bass
Oh you got it like that
I can work that back
Let me get that
(get your ass on the floor)
Oh oh oh oh my, dirty bass
Oh you got that small
I can break that off
Let me get that
(get your ass on the floor)
(Justin Bieber)
I'm gonna live my life
No matter what we party tonight
I'm li-i-i-ve my life
I know that we gon' be alright
I'm gonna live my life
No matter what we party tonight
I'm li-i-i-ve my life
I know that we gon' be alright
This is my moment tonight
Hell yeah we doing it right
So get your hands up in the air
Like we living your life
This is my moment tonight
Hell yeah we doing it right
So get your hands up in the air
Like we living your life
Like you're living your life
Like like you're living your life
Like you're living your life
(Justin Bieber)
I'm gonna live my life
No matter what we party tonight
I'm li-i-i-ve my life
I know that we gon' be alright
Wo-oh oh oh, wo-oh oh oh,
I know that we gon' be alright
Wo-oh oh oh, wo-oh oh oh,
I know that we gon' be alright
written truly by Jay Januari' at 6:04 PM 0 comments
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