friends doesn't come easy

hey. frustrated now. seriously. my friends are negatively thinking about me.:/ i hate it. so yeah. hmm. i've tried to be honest as i can. they still won't believe me. they thought aku pandang rendah on one of my friends. i was frustrated. i never look down to people and say i'm the best. that's really mean i say. pfffffft. -.- second. me and my bestfriend Stephen were around this joke. i said to him "amy has a crush on you" and stephen doesn't believe it. OFCOURSE! it was a joke! DUUH! =.= life wasn't anything. it sucks alot