if its you and me forever

subuh people :) hehe. this is jazzyment chatting with M'N now. too blank off. hehe. gotta go msn now. lawa gambar?

iloveyouu!

no me without you.

It's Just You And Me
And There's No One Around
Feel Like I'm Hanging By A Thread
It's a Long Way Down

I've Been Tryin' To Breathe
But I'm Fighting For Air
I'm At An All Time Low
With No Place To Go
But Your Always There


When Everything Falls Apart
And It Seems Like The World Is Crashing At My Feet
You Like Me The Best When I'm A Mess
When I'm My Own Worst Enemy
You Make Me Feel Beautiful
When I Have Nothing Left To Prove
And I Can't Imagine
How I'd make It Through

There's No Me Without You
No Me Without You No No


You Hear What I Say
When I Don't Say A Word
You Are My Rising Sun
Your The Place I Run
You Know How It Hurts


When Everything falls Apart
And It Seems Like The World Is Crashing At My Feet
You Like Me The Best When I'm A Mess
When I'm My Own Worst Enemy
You Make Me Feel Beautiful
When I Have Nothing Left To Prove
And I Can't Imagine
How I'd Make It Through

There's No Me Without You
No Me Without You
There's No Me Without You
No Me Without You


And When You Say Baby It's Gonna Get Better
I Believe You
And I Wish That Somehow I Could See Me
The Way You Do
With My Imperfections You Think I'm Perfect
When It's Not Easy You Make It Worth It


When Everything Falls Apart
And It Seems Like The World Is Crashing At My Feet
You Like Me The Best When I'm A Mess
When I'm My Own Worst Enemy
You Make Me Feel Beautiful
When I Have Nothing Left To Prove
And I Can't Imagine
How I'd Make It Through

There's No Me Without You
No Me Without You No No
No Me Without You (no me without you)
No Me Without You No No No (no me without you)

this song is the bomb! banar. i love this song so much it's not that famous. so i want people to know it. it's called 'Me Without You' by Ashley Tisdale

iloveeyouuu

an iPhone, oh iPhone!

HAHA heylo people. aku mainmain....dengan my brother's iPhone. truly amazing invention. :p

okay i confess. dulu i don't like iPhone. but now it is a beautiful invention that makes people happy. HAHA. lawa ehh! :)) too bad it's not mine. yet, i wish i'll have it some day. it's simple but lawa kah?

oh, gotta go.

blogging later.

peace out!

iloveeyouuu

rainrain go away, come again for another day.

hey guys. dude like apa. :p okay.

i just abis having a shower in the rain with my adiks. they are adorable :D so kenapa we played in the rain? here's the reason. it is because kami boring and there's nothing to do wah, so like, i have an idea. actually my hajat was having shower in the rain for myself but they joined with me jua. haha!

we wore our bathing suit. but i wore pants jua. biar basah :b. dude siuk eh, mau mau lagi! :DD

no occasions coming up lately and my life's been a bore. hmm. well, i had this huge fight with baby kelmarin. he said aku inda mau layan ia. well, not true sayang, mau me layan kaliah, but kelmarin i was so busy. oh, i did told you yang my phone kana ambil right . hmm. nobody to talk to afterall. last night, had a chat with M'N. seems like fighting too. hmm ;'( he wants to die wah. ia pikir ia menyusahkan aku actually, he never did. he made my life happier. true story. not lying.

okay, too close to personal. i gotta peace out. so bye guys,

iloveeyouuu

i try to make myself strong

:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

i had a fight with M'N today. i'm so freaking sad! M'N i'm so sorrry. please, just please forgive me :'(

dude, i'm so not in mood now. my simcard kana ambil uleh mum cause my phonebills banyak

like really banyak! so now, there's nobody to talk to. and i'm alone once again. if i am destined to be like this! let me die then!

please

oh me gadd. i want this so badly!

GILLIAN ERIKA SILVESTRE GARCIA!!!! i need your help like seriously! Help me!

just need somebody to love :)

hey guys, yes gambar diatas menunjukkan beberapa kaki di pasir okay? hehee! yeah, it's my cuzzies and me. baru balik dari pantai. mahn, siuk! the air was amazing but too bad paksa sekajap saja.. it's okay

i deserve every single second of it

so what's up? nothing much really. hmm, my life's getting lame-R lately. well, dimalam i went to gadong with fuad. garsh! he was so tied up. as in she was in a good fashion sense. seriuosly! HAHA i miss him, he's my gadong friend. we talked about his relationship and mine. so i told about the guys yang fighting up for me. so yeaah, i don't care! HAHA. he gave me a very good advice and it was ; 'sabar saja, sooner or later you'll find out' i mean life is in destiny's hands right :))) i'm good.

M'N gonna be gone. he's in miri now. buying rayban glasses. :\ hope he buy me one. hehe i'm so jiliz! sheez. HAHA i'm really tired with that word. SHEEZ! what is that suppose to mean? huh? huh? adang jaas! oh yeah

i've watched JUSTIN BIEBER'S SOMEBODY TO LOVE music video. at first was a little weird but at the end it went amazing! lawa banar :)))) otey, i gotta go. bubye lovers

iloveeyouu

life is a beautiful mess (:

credits to erika for the title, lawa ahhh!. :DDD

hey guys, aku back ! ! hehe, my lappy back! gehehee. now calling jiman. hehe, we laughed lah haha. tadi pagi i was told yang aku lowest in the charts for peperiksa :((((((((((((((((( cried ku eh then kana pindah tempat duduk.

oh, not much to talk ba ba blank...

okay gotta go... bye lovers

iloveeeyouuu.

RAWR!

that's what you get when you let your heart win!

hey guys, i'm on school now. not really. tapi at school. I'm in computer class and now kami free. :)))) now i just learnt the sound recording thingy. lawa! (Y) mahnn! :) off dude better off. next time lagi.






byebyee.

colourful right :)))

iloveeyouu

your smile makes me happy :')

hey people. no updates yeah. i was ba ba blank bah :D no chatting last night, my brother minjam my lappy :'( so went to sleep early and wake up early at 4 and went inboxed M'N. :))) before sleeping called Baby. talking about the past. we were happy-crying.

he's really sweet. i still love you jiman. :) now, i'm really confuse for relationships. don't know who to choose. :( hope i'd make the right decision now. hmm...

i better off. bye guys

iloveyouuu

garsh, really weird!

i never had a webcam session with him. He's azrul, my kinda-sort-of enemy kind of friend. :))))))

he's a good guy

grr!

MSN time :)))))))

iloveeyouuu

midnite!

hey midnite readers.. i'm so officially bored now! but having wild fun with M'N :DDDDDDDDDD i LaLa love him! Ghee, he is so understand-able. i really love him! :))))))))M'N thanks for making me happy.

So blogging time is over, back to MSN with Midnite.. bye love you midnite readers! :)))))

grr, better watch out a tiger is coming

RAWR!

*randomness disease

we are forever! :)))))

ain't he just so cute????

SUPER CUTE and HOT

i like him towh! :D i like him, i miss him :D

muwaaah! :)))))

girls like us are amazing :D

look at the picture carefully below, it is two girls being totally crazy.

-imissyouerika-

erika, i miss you! :DDDDD look she's freakin' beautiful!

PARAMORE :))))))))))

paramore rocks! iloveyouuuuuu :)))))

i wanna meet them so badly. gehee. i love paramore (((: i LaLa love you

i know you love me, but you hurt-ed me so much.

it's over brad, you had me once, now you want me again. Brad. i used to love you very much, i loved you from primary 4, but you didn't notice.brad please let me go, i'm afraid that you'll hurt me again and i will stop loving you. really. i'm serious. here's the conversation,

i'm " Pwencess' rayban offical'"

he's 'name'

Name says:

Hai

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

hai

Name says:

Bhp to

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

limpanglimpang.

kau?

Name says:

Limpang2

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

oh.

Name says:

Ikt.hehehe

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

haha, mun kau berani ke sini kau :b

Name says:

Bnr

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

:b

kalau berani

Name says:

Berani

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

iawah?

Name says:

Au eh

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

haha, kesini kau

Name says:

Love u

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

hmm.

nada jua kau di sini pun'

Name says:

Nanti

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

bila?

Name says:

Nanti

Cpl

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

...

Name says:

Blh ku jadi secndle mu

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

aku inda berani be scandle

Name says:

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

, jangan nangis.

Name says:

Aku syg kau

Aku syg kau jas

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

kau sama si mutiah juaa

Name says:

Enda g

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

kau purpose si atol kan?

Name says:

Tapi ea enda mau

Yg aku mau kau ja

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

apa ada arah ku ane?

kau banci aku dulu, kau sasak aku

Name says:

Ato dlu jas

Aku syg kn kau

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

aku pun sayangkan kau. tapi awal ane aku ada boyfriend

boyfriend ku banarbanarkan aku

Name says:

K.

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

jangan nangis wah

jangan sedih wah

please

Name says:

Selama ane aku diam2 ska kau.

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

sejak bila?

Name says:

Lma dah.

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

bila? dari fom 1 kah?

Name says:

Tapi aku diam2 ska kau.

Tapi apa ku dpt.nada.

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

sorry wah , dulu kenapa ia kau bawa aku cpl? time kami cpl pun kau putuskan aku

kenapa inda*

Name says:

Ertinya kau enda mau cpl sma aku g th to.k.k.k

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

bukan aku inda may

mau*

aku mau, mau banar tapi ganya awal ane aku inda single bah

Name says:

Kau dh mkn?

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

alum

aku inda mau makan

Name says:

Knapa

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

malas lah

jangan risaukan aku

Name says:

Aga dlu makn

Pls mkn

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

inda

Name says:

Aku enda mau kau ada apa2

'Pwencess' rayban offical grr says:

inda papa. udah 3 hari aku inda makan

Name says:

Pls mkn ja

Aku enda mau kau ada apa2

'Pwencess' rayban offical says:

aku inda papa..banar. sihat ku ne

brad try to forget me! please

i'm so sorry :') it's good that you love me back but try to forget me.

i don't wanna get hurt again

please ;'(((((((((((((

you know what? I HATE YOU!

I really hate this day! why must the suffer goes on? no happy endings? Maybe happy endings are just some dream. i hate you i hate you! you know who?

i hate reality.

i wanna die

i can't stand this pain anymore

please take my life away

i'm begging please

let me die

i know, they are hot for me pulang :DD

kevin mchalejoe jonas
chris brown
justin bieber
adam levine

i love youuuuuuu hawties :DDDDD

iloveeeyouuu! byeee

kittycoo :')))))

i miss my kitties :'( SaaaaaRdinnnnneeeeE :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( imiss you baby....

the only thing that would hurt is when i'm without you here!

hey peeps, guess what? i'm moving to KK! HAHA, absolutely not :D just kidding!but i'm not sure bila balik. :/ oh and and today ada trip ke tempat yang jauh and i wore my new outfit line it's called reddish pink punker :b nada deh. entah, i don't know what should i call it but sure it's retrooo! :))))) what's up today? well i woke up preety late today! really late kul 10 aku bangun. grr. oh and and, kami breakfast arah the hotel punya dine-in thingy and everything was marvelous! gehee, today i bought leggings and skinnies lagi. finally my dreams are almost coming true. today my dad, like mad but sikit sikit. he is mad cause my adik balikbalik mau mainan! i hate you fez! garsh!.... ((:

avoiding my sister's madness, im currently watching prince of persia oh and today we ate KFC for lunch. YUM! (((: today, my baby miscal and message aku. i almost cried like....likeee bad! :(((((huhu. i miss you too bah babe, sabar tomorrow me balik okay? today in the car i listened to my playlist and it was good mahn!!! :D harhar! :b

i slept today in the car from the marvelous Le Meridien to the streets of SABAH i like towh! :DD the last song in the journey was the Aly and Aj's Chemical React[Chemical React - Aly and Aj in common listeners] :)))i like bahhh! good. my family bought baju's for my baby sister; jeeeraah! and today ia selalu cakap Oh My Gosh! :b haha pandai dah walaupun kecil masih. :D i used my rayban shades and everybody was looking and my head cakap "kenapa liat liat? ada utang kah?" hehe (Y)

lawa my title? it's dedicated to Baby Jiman and M'N though. oh and i am loving Kevin McHale much more :DDDDD bah got to go! ba-ba-ba bye iloveeeyouuuu! :)))

I'm your biggest fan!

Kevin McHale, i sooo love you!

Ray-G was here (:

hey viewers, not spammer but it's rachelgrimm, old friend of hers. i just hack-ed in with her password. she allowed me to anytime i want! rawr! I'm Ray and bored. bye!

a kiss upon my lips will make everything okay

lawaa right? i likeee! iloveyouuu!

anywhere, i'll be there

I'll be right here when you need me

Anytime just keep believin

And I'll be right here

If you ever need a friend

Someone to care and understand

I'll be right here

All you have to do is call my name

No matter how close or far away

Ask me once and I'll come

I'll come runnin

And when I can't be with you dream me near

Keep me in your heart and I'll appear

All you gotta do is turn around

Close your eyes

Look inside

I'm right here

Isn't it great that you know that

I'm ready to go wherever you're at

Anywhere I'll be there

All you have to do is call my name

No matter how close or far away

Ask me once and I'll come

I'll come runnin

And when I can't be with you dream me near

Keep me in your heart and I'll appear

All you gotta do is turn around

Close your eyes

Look inside

I'm right here

Whenever you need me

There's no need to worry

You know that I'm gonna be

Right here

Ask me once and I'll come

I'll come runnin

And when I can't be with you dream me near

Keep me in your heart and I'll appear

All you gotta do is turn around

Close your eyes

Look inside

I'm right here

Oh yeah yeah

I'm right here

lyrics ; right here

singer; miley cyrus

thanks for making me happy M'N

lawa i lovee you!

shut up and let me go!

i let you go already why can't you just accept that?

BRAD shut up already, i hate you! i hate you! i hate you! get it? you hurt me, i still love you then you hurt me again. so stop calling me back! :'( i hate you!

i loved you once so now i hate you so let me go. it's over get it? aku inda mau sama kau lagi wah, i've been hurt sudah...kau atu just just not the one okay? and i'm not your number one so accept fate, and let me go! i hate you :'( thanks for making my day worst!!!! i hate you!!!

oh and M'N you're also making me hurt so it's okay, nobody cares at all.

why are guys are so realistic? we are not toys!

no offence =='

jangan pandang belakang congkak?

heylo disco babe!

hmm, hai it's me lagi! (((: i miss you erika! lalala...today is still the second day and maybe tommorow aku balik. yeah can't wait! haha. home here i come :)

oh today, i bought congkak! i love too. my dad think that my family deserves a little traditional things. i love congkak kaliah oh and, my dad said that i should buy 'the glasses that the kids wear today, yang transparent ah' and i was macam, banr deyh? and it's true. dad bali-kan the original ray ban. red shades and black transparents. i love you daddy. i'm listening to old tunes of malaysia tadi and i slept like 48 minutes? haha! and we had a super long trip from KK to sabah. and bought a shirt and shoes of my dreams. yeah i bought some kind of converse but it's doss! i only bought satu but who cares, as long ada syukur tah! haha! i chat-ed with erika tadi. i miss her so much. erika, ku rindu kau babi :b i miss speaking english with you in the car in front of my maid and driver! :DDD oh i miss you whining too :b nada deh!

JADEN SMITH is SUPER HOT TO THE TOP! haha i like jaden smith, handsome kaliah! haha! no mistake for loving a star! iloveyoujaden! haha. oh and and today i ate pizza hut for dinner. thanks dad and bought toys with leggings and y'know ada shoes yang aku suka ani. it's chain-able? and i want it so bad but no size for so some other time,jas. other time :b

and bad news for today, rupanya my skinnies i mean white plaid one nada ;'( i really thought ada wah. but nada. :(((( it's okay though gonna buy it tomorrow. so now ba-blank! oh i ate nasi biasa tadi and drank piasau (((: mum said it's good for me so i drank it and i spit it out. i dislike! currently listening to imissyou-mileycyrus cantik the song and i can do the guitar version. sikit sikit. oh i found out yang brad wants me back. sorry, no chances babe. you hurted me so much sudah! and and M'N reading this?! how dare you :b it's okay! haha, BRAD sowee ah. you're cute and sweet and all but you hurt me banyak kali. :'/

got news, i miss you! hope aku swimmig tomorrow. oh and about swimming, aku sempat sauna-ing and steamed off in steam room. oh and aku suka jacuzzi. i like tuu! :D bye bye guys. i'll post much later on, bye love youu!

that should be me, apart of your life (:

like my title? it's erika's. i miss you erika!!! :'( haha!

heylo people, it's me again. i'm ba-blank so let me tell you about the trip so far.

well, it's the second day and i'm still hoping to go home but let say no chance baby! i miss dancing so much. i wanna dance. let me dance. whoaokay. nanti tah. okay, KK so far okay, no rain, no sunshine and it's just right. aku swam today with this beautiful bathing suit. daddy bought it. i love!! lawa. it's pink singlet and dark blue shorts with cute patterns. dad bali kan twilight new moon saga dvd i cried! thank you dad! aishiteru (((: during the movie, i cried sal eddy tinggalkan bella :'( oh, i haven't watch the whole movie yet but i guarantee siuk ne.

oh and, i havent tell you about the bilik. lawa berabis! we had this ocean view thing. gorgeously lawa (((: i wanna stay pulang but i miss brunei too much! :D Brunei, i love youh! i miss my baby! Jiman? i miss you. M'N? I miss you too wah! :DD erika, i miss you more!

oh and, i swam in the whirlpool pool thingy. siuk walau damit oh and i swam in the big pool. takut ku tenggelam pulang but i can reach it dah :D i wanna listen DADDY'S HOME - USHER but i'm currently listening to D'masiv. gorgeous! aww, i miss aziemah! :D imissyouu! okay i'm better off gotta go shopping lagi :))) ba ba ba bye! iloveyouguysss

i loooveeee chicken rice (:

hey guys, malam. (: i just online in KK. gosh the trip is so tiring after sampai ke hotel [Le Meridien] lawaaa! bejalan to makan. i ate chicken rice with my family, nyaman eh. I'm hungry for more babe! hehe kanyang pulang. then kana suruh shopping. i bought two plaid skinnies (: i like tu.and two skirts one red plaid another is all black. :)))) hmm, i miss my man and M'N and erika too. Erika, you're reading this? if you are, i miss you damnly much! and i love you erika!

nanti aku upload the gambargambar from KK that is because aku forgot to bring my USB upload-er thingy! :D sowee! i miss brunei though cause in brunei dapat online MSN. i miss MSN already :'/ and i miss calling jiman at night and i cannot believe i'm saying this but i do miss my tution and tution friends. and what i hate in KK the room is damit and not enough bed to sleep :'/ gonna sleep on the lantai. and and my sister wah, bari banci cause of bossing around. you;'re not the boss hunnie *winkwink BYE OFF KAN MANDI byebye lovers

iloveeeyouuu bye!

Daddy's home

hey guys, i know baru beberapa minit aku post a blog but now i have like nothing to do. so i wanna post this awesome song from usher. i like this song very much! even if dirty sikit but the rhythm lawa! i really like!

verse1:

i just wonna get your attetion

i really wonna be all up in your head

cause wat i got you gone wonna get some. yeah

but girl thats only if you aint scared

refrain:

And I won't knock .or ring no bells

You just float that bottom up in the air

I'll get you hot, I know you oh so well

And when I walk in all that I wanna hear

chorus:

Is you say Daddy's home, home for me

And I know you've been waiting for this loving all day

You know your daddy's home (daddy's home),

and it's time to play (so it's time to play)

So you ain't got to give my loving away

So all my ladies say hey hey .hey daddy

Hey hey .hey daddy

So all my ladies say hey hey .hey daddy

Hey hey .hey daddy

verse2:

I ain't gotta do a lot of flexin

Shorty you already know what it is

And girl tonight we gonna do a lot of sassin

Can't nobody do your body like this .oohh

refrain:

And I wont knock or ring no bells

you just float that bottom up in the air

said I'll get you hot, I know you oh so well

and when I walk in all that I wanna hear

chorus:

Is you say daddy's home,home for me

and I know you been waiting for this loving all day

you know your daddy's home(daddy's home),

and it's time to play(so it's time to play)

so you aint gotta give my lovin away

so all my ladies say hey hey, hey daddy

hey hey, hey daddy

so all my ladies say hey hey, hey daddy

hey hey, hey daddy

verse3:

Poke it on out .poke it out right there

Im a fall back while you work that chair

Do that damn thing let the neighbours hear

Poke it on out .poke it out right there

Im a fall back let you work that chair

Do that damn thing all I wanna hear

chorus:

Is you say daddy's home,home for me

and I know you been waiting for this loving all day

you know your daddy's home(daddy's home),

and it's time to play(so it's time to play)

so you aint gotta give my lovin away

so all my ladies say hey hey, hey daddy

hey hey, hey daddy

so all my ladies say hey hey, hey daddy

hey hey, hey daddy